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moved out!

2006-10-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

i haven't open my blogger like for 2mos already...

hehehe i've been updating my blog using my lj so better check htt://princesssarz.livejournal.com everythings there...

thanks to may love for the 'the one who got away' entry..i was like looking for this a lifetym?! bwahaha thanks agen and also to lanie!

Collide wid SaRZ

broken vow

2006-08-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

its so hard when you give ur all in love...damn...im overcoming this stage and i know i can make it...with the help of my family, relatives, and friends i know i can make it...i've lived my life 24 years without him and with just that 7months i'll give in..no way..i know i can make it...at least i know i have tried saving it thinking it was my mistakes but later came i knew those goddam third party is always there to ruin supposed plans...i know i can make it...and that should always be my spirit...go away bad moments..go away... i dont need you...chu!!!! go away! heartaches, pains, tears..please go away i dont need you...i've had enough and that's it! bye! till my heartaches end... :)

our camiguin trip

2006-05-19T16:03:00.000+08:00

blog leave

2006-02-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

i will be on blog leave starting tomorrow...but if by chance i will be able to go online i will post long overdue memorable events i will be having...i guess i'll use my unused notepads for taking these entries...

Greetings!!!!

2006-02-14T09:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Heart's Day Everyone!!!!!

life

2006-01-28T08:17:00.000+08:00

things around here totally sucks! i dont like the ambiance anymore!

bakit may mga taong ayaw kang pakawalan! gusto nila kasama ka nila pababa...they don't want you getting up there!

Life's a bitch they say but me, I loving every second of it!

pictures

2006-01-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to put the link of my multiply where Dimple's bday are... it's at http://memoirsofsarz.multiply.com

long lost site of ours

2006-01-18T11:15:00.000+08:00

classmates hu happen to drop by here visit our site that bong2x made for us... its over here.

dont forget to subscribe and share some updates and leave some comment too. :)

nice

2006-01-10T09:43:00.000+08:00

nice and fun site here guys...it will tell if you're compatible with your partner...check it out now!

more updates on my LJ guys!

new year new haus?

2006-01-03T07:58:00.000+08:00

if you happen to come by here and you'll notice no updates yet, kindly check my livejournal account.

i am not actually closing this account, i'll update this once in a while. so if you wanna know things happening around me, please click my livejournal account.

yeabaahhh! HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

after 48 years... + my KOKO

2005-12-20T09:50:00.000+08:00

Im back! it's been a while. I miss blogging here at my site. Damn those who fixed my PC ang tagal inasikaso. But at least Im back!

after 48 years nga daming nangyari sa life. it keeps on colliding. and now it collided with another world. although I haven't decided pa what will be the outcome of this thing but I know for a fact na I wanted this one. There were some buts we both know anyway how to handle it.

Anyways, last saturday we had our christmas party and days before it we had our shopping. I came up kasi with an idea na we will be in a bohemian attire during the party and indeed it was successful. People were shocked to see me in such an attire. They can't believe it haha and those boys, I hate it when they're calling me I just don't like it. I still don't have the copy of the pictures we had because I didn't bother to use the digital camera. We used Francis' cam that's why I don't have one with me here now.

We didn't finished the party because we will all going to our other parties.

I went to my KOKO's party with Jamer. I introduced him to them and I know they're shocked. Nevertheless the party went well, we just eat, talk and drink all night. We went to bed around 5am already. We woke up 8am prepared some foods and eat and had our exchange gifts. I had my sister's gift. Prior to the exchange gifts, we had some serious talks about how our 2005 was. Of course many things happened in our lives. I miss hanging out with my KOKO. Now it was different like what they said, yearly we're adding new members to our circle.

After this, we all went to go bowling but dingdong went home already. After bowling we went to watch movie (The Myth). Then we went home already.

(present: Dingdong, George, Norlan, Farah, Chem2x, Luv, Sybil, Glenn, Sarz, Jamer, Richard & Monnette)

Love you all guys! hope to see you all again next year.

angry...

2005-11-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

as of this writing nde ko pa nakikita ang GOF. bad trip talga. kaya yan na muna na review ang nasulat at nabasa ko. sa sobrang bad trip ko eh bukas talagang mag-aabsent ako... kaya sa aking sariling review...watch out! can't wait. what i saw on MTV Screen specials hmm malayo na naman sa naging imagination ko from reading it sa book. hehehe

Review: 'Harry Potter and Goblet of Fire'

2005-11-16T13:42:00.000+08:00

Tuesday November 15 11:45 AM ET
(credit: yahoo.com)

If the third film in the Harry Potter series, last year's "Prisoner of Azkaban," seemed frightening with its soul-sucking Dementors and its German expressionist aesthetic, then the fourth installment, "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire," will have kids quaking in their seats and perhaps wishing they had an invisibility cloak to hide beneath.

This "Potter" earns its PG-13 rating a first for the previously PG series about the boy wizard as Harry grows into adolescence and learns more about his powers and his past. Of course, young fans have already devoured the J.K. Rowling books that provide the basis for the films, so they know what's coming. (The author is up to No. 6 out of seven planned.) But reading it on the page and seeing it on the screen can be two entirely different experiences, and several scenes will be disturbing to viewers regardless of age.

"Goblet of Fire" features the return of the dreaded Lord Voldemort He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named the dark warlock who killed Harry's parents and tried to kill him, too, when he was just an infant. (Having survived the attack is what gives Harry a certain mystique among his professors and classmates at the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry; it also gave him his trademark lightning-bolt scar on his forehead.)
As played by an unrecognizable Ralph Fiennes, Voldemort appears hairless and noseless, hissing and threatening in the moonlight a smooth, almost effeminate incarnation of the Devil, surrounded by cloaked minions.

Even scarier, though, is the maze Harry must navigate as a competitor in the dangerous Triwizard Tournament. The giant hedges that serve as the maze walls aren't just tall and the pathways aren't just narrow they're also predatory, collapsing violently on their inhabitants, sensing and feeding on their fears, trying to swallow them whole. (Bet Stanley Kubrick wishes he'd thought of that when he made "The Shining.")
While these are the most extreme examples of the movie's intensity, they're also the ones that are the most emotionally powerful. Director Mike Newell has crafted a film full of images that are vast and wondrous, but strangely detached and obviously artificial, similar to the look of the "Lord of the Rings" movies. You can appreciate the enormity of the visuals, but they seem so distant, it's difficult to feel engaged by them.
But with Newell at the helm the first English director following American Chris Columbus, who did the first two parts, and Mexican Alfonso Cuaron, who did the third and best thus far "Goblet of Fire" seems more in touch with the innate Britishness of Rowling's books, both in its sense of humor and in its boarding-school setting.

Newell (working from a script by Steve Kloves, who has adapted all of Rowling's books and had his work cut out for him with the 734-page "Goblet of Fire") seems less interested in the whimsical magicality of Hogwarts' halls thankfully, since we're all over the moving staircases and talking portraits by now and focuses more on Harry and his friends as they come of age.

"Goblet of Fire" is more effective in these smaller, more intimate moments than in the bloated bombast of its larger set pieces. One of Newell's best-known and loved films is "Four Weddings and a Funeral," and he applies that same keen sense of romantic comedy timing here.

Harry (Daniel Radcliffe, more confident than ever), Hermione (Emma Watson, more vibrant than ever) and Ron (Rupert Grint, who's, well, still a little goofy) are beginning to figure out who they are and struggling to understand the opposite sex, something they're forced to do upon the unexpected arrival of students from two other schools.
The sophisticated young women of the Beauxbatons Academy and the virile, vaguely Eastern European young men from the Durmstrang Institute are visiting Hogwarts for the year to compete in the Triwizard Tournament. As headmaster Dumbledore (Michael Gambon) explains it, this is an opportunity to foster relations in the wizarding community; it's also the first time for us to see that there is indeed a world outside Hogwarts and England.

The Goblet of Fire spits out the name of one student from each school to participate in this grueling challenge: Hogwarts' BMOC Cedric Diggory (Robert Pattinson); Beauxbatons' glamour girl Fleur Delacour (Clemence Poesy); and Durmstrang's Quidditch star Viktor Krum (Staniskav Ianevski).

Then it offers a fourth name you guessed it Harry Potter, even though the rules state that he's too young to compete at age 14. Surely darker forces are behind his selection, which he'll have to confront in the film's overlong climax.

But first, he'll have to dance at the Yule Ball awkwardly, of course, since he and his classmates have received only cursory, uncomfortable lessons from Maggie Smith's Professor McGonagall. (Brendan Gleeson, a fantastic new addition to the cast as the school's bad-boy Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher, just stands in the corner with his flask and his one fake eye, which has a mind of its own.)

The whole scene is like something out of a John Hughes movie funny, relatable and loaded with misunderstandings, with everyone in attendance wishing they were there with someone else, or not at all. In its realism, it's one of the most magical moments of all.

"Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire," a Warner Bros. Pictures release, is rated PG-13 for sequences of fantasy violence and frightening images. Running time: 157 minutes. Two and a half stars out of four.
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Motion Picture Association of America rating definitions: G General audiences. All ages admitted. PG Parental guidance suggested. Some material may not be suitable for children. PG-13 Special parental guidance strongly suggested for children under 13. Some material may be inappropriate for young children. R Restricted. Under 17 requires accompanying parent or adult guardian. NC-17 No one under 17 admitted.

GOF premiere tix

2005-11-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

you won't believe it, i called up a radio station just to join the GOF free tix contest. luckily i won the last tix for the day i think. hahaha it was around 7:30pm and i dialed their number. i was shocked when i heard my voice over the radio and not hearing the dj's helloing to me. hahahaha the question and answer went well but when the dj asked me what's my fave radio station, i stunned a bit because i'm not their regular listener. hahaha just listen because of the free tickets. i know got the their frequency number wrong and their tagline change to my own but i indeed won the tickets.

when i finished talking to the vj, that's when I realized it was my first time and didn't know what if one of my friends are listening to it, I am so embarassed but thinking I won 2 tix for the premiere well it's okay. i won't forget that moment. hehehehe

linggo at pagsasayaw

2005-11-06T16:20:00.000+08:00

bahay, tv, tulog (kasi puyat kakaantay sa interview ni Yani kagabi), kain at bisita galing kay Yaya. ayan kinukulit na naman ako regarding sa sayaw namin para sa party..ano ba ito ayoko ng 2000's na dance songs kasi hindi na ako marunong sumayaw eh... 90's pa siguro alam na alam ko yan kasi panahon ko iyan sa pagsasayaw! hahaha pero kung sasayaw ako, iyong song sa showdown nila Hero at Mark. :)

mahaba haba din ito....

2005-11-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

gaya ng sabi ko mahaba haba na naman itong post ko. :) nakakapagod ba magblog? i think hindi naman eh wala lang talagang time to blog it during those time but nevertheless better late than never blogging it, pagtiyagaan mo na nalang na mambabasa ko. :)

simulan ko na ngayon. :)

kainis walang sportsfeast today kasi busy ang production for our 2 FCL orders due this month and the next. kaya eto blog na lang para makabawi. :)

what happen to me these past 2 weeks (ang tagal na noh)... fasten your seatbelt now..:)

20 - Sa wakas naapprove na ang loan ko sa HDMF the next day puwede na kunin ang cheque.

21 - Hindi ko napaencash ang cheque kasi naabutan ako ng cut off ng bank. hindi na tuloy ako nakabili ng dress for the debut. later in the afternoon nagkita kami nila Norlan at George. this time sabay nila 2 of their co-lineman. nilibre nila kami ni sybil since last time ako yung bumili ng hotdogs for us. ikot ikot lang kami sa mall to see ano ba ang bagay na gift for dayang pero wala pa rin akong nabili. :) naibigay na pala sa akin ang invitation namin ni farah.

22 - 2nd week ng sportsfeast namin. walang hassle this time kaya malaya akong nakaalis. talo na naman kami sa game. tsk tsk

23 - bahay lang nood ng tv. ganda ng sayaw ni yani at cute ng music. hilo pa rin kasi wala pa akong damit sa debut plus gift.

24 - kaya pala ako napaaga at nakaabot sa family gathering namin. nakalimutan ko na ngayon pala ang first day ng aking bagong direct boss. infairness nakarebond siya, insecure na naman ako nito sa buhok ko. :) okey lang naman ang first day ko with her but i have to cut it short kasi kailangan kung mag-half day para mahabol ang bank.
wala ring natira sa pera ko kundi yung hiningi ko pambili ng damit at gift. ang iba andun kay sister para sa school. magkikita dapat kami ni norlan, george at farah. kaso si farah papuntang Manila to do something about her supposed work abroad and she won't be able to attend the debut. pano yan! doubtful na tuloy ako pumunta wala rin kasi si Chem2x. but i was able to buy myself a dress, simple yet beautiful, not the usual dress i wear. i bought also the gift i been wanting to give her basing on the way i knew her. i hope she will like it. :)

25 - pasaway si madam! ayaw akong tantanan! lilipat na ako ng table nito!nagprapraktis na para sa sasabihin ko bukas...kakatakot! Got a text from Mymy, nanganak na siya! Congrats kay Mymy and Mitchel! Amazing may new baby na naman sa mundo. :) Ninang ako nun for sure hahaha

26 - pasaway pa rin! tsk tsk maaga akong umalis para magprepare na sa party later in the evening. nagkita kami ni sybil at ang pren niya na si juan. sa opisina na lang niya ako nagbihis then dumiretso na kami sa venue ng party.
tetext ko na sana si rose para sunduin niya ako sa lobby good thing kararating lang din ni richard kaya sabay na lang kami. guess who the first person i saw when the elevator door opened? it's HIM! he's with a girl, seems familiar yet i can't figure who she was. i wasn't able to say hi to him kasi i was busy searching for friends sa loob. after 20-30 minutes dumating na din sila norlan at george.
when i was about to be called na for my part, i was shaking all over but i was able to deliver it nicely and i guess dayang agreed with my idea of it.
the party itself was a blast, the food was great and dayang was super beautiful and tama siya ng sinabi na all eyes on her talaga that night. i'll ask if puwede ako makahingi ng copy ng pictures namin.
when we were about to go home na I heard Iyay mentioned something about the girl that when I realized na oo nga pala siya yung girl na kasama nila nung nakipagrambol sila sa Madayaw. hahaha Well I think they both look good together and I think they are very comfortable if I may say. :) Goodluck!

27 - 28 - Pasaway pa rin siya. Doon na muna ako nakiupo sa table ni Ann2x. Pagod pa rin sa naganap na party last night. ü

29 - Excited na sana ako sa 3rd week ng sportfeast namin pero pasaway pinabalik ako sa opisina! Tinext na ako na maglalaro na daw kami kaya nagmamadali na akong matapos ang lahat ng gusto nila. Mantakin mong hindi pa nga ako nakakaupo eh kami na agad ang naglaro, ayon tuloy talo. hehe
later that evening, kainis kasi umulan, babalik pa sana ako doon kina yaya kasi mangliliber si Mackoy at Bebot ng dinner pero minalas ako kaya bahay na lang ako at natulog. :)

30 - May nareceive na akong billing ng credit card ko. wala lang... bahay nood tv. :)

31 - walang pasok - mahaba-haba ito... ü

NOVEMBER
1 - All Saints Day! hindi na muna kami nagpunta ng sementeryo, tomorrow na daw. I got another blow from my mom, details on my LJ kung may time akong isulat iyon. :)

2 - We were about to go na sa cemetery ng makita ko sa tv na Amazing Race 8 pala today, kaya ayon paextend muna ng isang oras para manood. Sad ako ng matapos kasi out na ang Gaghan Family. I've been rooting for them eversince the show started.
Sa cemetery, naglight lang ng candles at nagpray para sa mga souls ng Papa ko at ibang mga relatives namin.
Last day ng bakasyon kaya sagaran na ito!

3 - 4 - Balik trabaho na pero buti na lang wala ng pasaway, sa text na lang. ü

updates...

2005-11-04T08:26:00.000+08:00

haaayyyy mahahaba rin ang isusulat ko because ang tagal ko na hindi nakapagblog..

pero later na lang kc busy busyhan pa ako... may isusulat ako kaso sa LJ ko lng ilalagay kasi ayoko mabasa nyo at this moment... pero later pa rin yun.. :)

ciao!

psstt..may eni-add ako na blogmap...thx sa bisdak!

Marvin

2005-10-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

Early this morning I received an international call, i thought it was Buddy, but when I heard the voice and it's speaking in our language. Gee, si Marvin pala iyon. Buti naman at sa tagal kong walang update regarding sa kanya eh tumawag na siya. Too bad kasi ang panget ng reception ng call kaya I ask na lang kung puwde later na lang siya balik ulit tumawag. hehehe Kainis talaga itong si Marvin, noong papaalis pa lang siya sabi niya don't worry I'll always call or text or email you, ngek inaabot pa ng one year and 8 months before niya ginawa. Ayaw din naman niyang kumuntak ni isa sa mga friends niya kasi if ever call nya ako I might blurted it out to Bebs at baka magtampo or some sort kasi baka hindi niya matawagan pero nakatawag siya sa iba. hehe kaya ayon damay kami para patas! :)

So kaninang mga 9pm, tumawag ulit si Marvin, hehehe may konting problema ulit ang battery ko na naman! hehehe pero good thing may reserba. :)

Grabeh dami ko sanang tanong, though natanong ko pero bitin pa rin. One thing for sure wala siyang gf doon sa Jamaica kaya pag-uwi niya sa January or February next year puwede pang pag-usapan ang nangyari sa kanila ni Bebs. Talking about Jamaica, ang route pala nila is the Carrabean. I said na may hurricane Wilma ngayon doon, sabi niya meron nga muntikan pa daw nila makasalubong when they were going to Maimi. naku ingat friend!

kilig moments plus various backlogs....

2005-10-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

warning: kinda long pooooosssssstttttt :)

this will be my rundown of events that had happen to me for 2 weeks...hehehe yeah 2 weeks akong backlog.

10/16th - gosh ang init ng araw ha...naging nognog na tuloy ako. ang sakit sa ilong ng init feeling ko nakababad ako sa beach eh hindi naman. umattend lang kami ng family ko sa anniversary ng arcdiochesan charismatic community renewal. pagkarating pa lang namin sa venue nashock na ako kasi nakita ko isa sa mga barkada ko. Nyay si Enginner Feb charistmatic din pala. He was assigned to sell tshirt to help build their parish.
pinagbentahan din niya ako kaso sabi ko nagpapagawa/renovate din kasi ng church ang parish namin. :) So all the time kami ang magkasama at pati mga kapatid ko. enjoy! after lunch isa isa na rin kaming nagpaalam. why i feel like nalitson ako or kami rather? sa open field po kami at under the shade of a tree lang kami noh kaya til now feel na feel ko pa rin ang init at ang sakit ng ilong ko parang magkakasunburn na ako. x_X

10/15th - wow the night was so amazing! hehehehe but let me start sa morning first or late in the morning that's it. first day na ng company's annual sportfest. muntikan na atang hindi matuloy kasi hindi naremind si MCBR na ngayon yun kasi naman walang formal opening ceremony na ginawa ang organizers at chairman. hehehe too bad natalo team namin sa volleyball kasi akala ko 1pm pa magstart at hihintayin kami ayon hindi ako nakapaglaro. tsk tsk i just did my share sa event, i was the time keeper sa 2 basketball games and later nagprepare na for the party.

i am invited din kasi sa debut ng anak ng kasamahan ko dito sa opis. 6pm sinundo na ako nila ate Loren pagdating namin dun wala pa ang debutante. but guess who i saw..yaaayyyy ang ex-crush turn on-the-spot crush ko na ulit during that night. heehe bitin ba? wla pa akong sinabing name no? hehehe basta siya yung original JLu na tinatawag ko/namin. baka just in case maconfuse kayo siya si Polar Bear. hehe gee, nashock lang din ako kasi kilala pa niya ako. Sabi niya, "Hi, sarz!" *pacute mode* hehehe by the time na nagstart na ang program try pa nila ako na kunin to be one of the 18 candles pero hindi ako pumayag kasi hindi ko naman kakilala personally yung debuntante, iyong mother niya ang kilala ko. :) nagstart na ang pagtawag sa 18 candles and roses waaah may on-the-spot waltz dance ang magkapartner. hehehe si Polar Bear kasali since tito siya ng debutante. hehehe sabi pa ni ate Loren sayang we could be partners. hahaha pero buti na lang. :)

The program ended at start na ng "mini disco". Infairness ha ang galing ng nakaisip ng dance lights nila, christmas lights. Astig! so ang very in-demand na dance song? Pinoy Ako. Kakatawa itong mga batang ito. Iyan tuloy masang masa na ang Orange and Lemons. ;) So iyon the people were dancing na ng hindi ko namamalayang nilapitan na ako ni Polar Bear and asked me if he can have a dance with me. waaaahhh nashock ako sabi ko "later na lang" kasi nakakahiya ano. :) so iyon later na lang pero hindi ako makatingin doon sa right side ko kasi andun siya nakatayo...hehehe feeling ko nag-aantay talaga sa akin...hehehe assuming bah. pero not less than 15 minutes ask na naman niya ako. kaya ayon sumayaw na rin ako. :)

pagkatapos ng sayaw namin doon na kami umupo ni ate Loren sa may balcony ng bahay kausap na rin namin si ate Jennifer. Ang nakaupo na doon sa previous seats namin ay iyong mga visitors ng debutante. This time ang music nila is from FLL na so sweet dance na naman. I was having a good talk and drink na with Ate Loren at Jen ng lumapit ulit si Polar Bear if he can have another dance with me...waaaahh I never had a sweet dance pa in my entire life. I usually refuse kasi kapag ganyan ang music or kung minsan nagtatago. pero this time hindi ako makaiwas. as much as I wanted not to pero sabi nga ni ate Loren, opportunity na rin daw ito at huwag na huwag daw ako magsasalita after na hindi ako pumayag. kaya ayon umoo na rin ako. Gosh pamatay holding hands kami kumbaga umalalay lang. infairness ha soft ang hands niya hindi tulad ng iba diyan. one point! So while we are dancing usap usap konti. (Guys should be the one to open a topic, like what he did.) Good thing meron kaming common person na puwede din naming mapag-usapan hanggang sa studies niya na hopefully gragraduate siya this March. He's planning din daw to have an OJT here sa plant, I said magpass na siya ng application para maprocess na papers niya. Actually we were just talking anything until sinabi na pagod na ako at kami na lang ata ang sumasayaw. :) Funny kasi tinukso siya noong isang pamangkin niya. :)

Ang haba noh? kilig lang ako. hehehe for almost a year or so before kami ulit nagkausap. the first time na inintroduce siya sa akin grabeh pa ang lamig na naramdaman ko noon. hehehe crush talaga ano. :) so after na that night umuwi na kami kasi gabi na din. bye bye na..hope to see him more in the coming days. :)

10/13th - tinuruan kami (Ate Loren at Jennifer) ni Zaldy kung pano ang paggawa ng correct na icing. so ganun lang pala. next sa menu ang cake na talaga. i have to study how to bake na para i can make it na lang next time may event sa amin. pero i have to invest first on the appliances that goes with it. hehehe

10/12th - muntikan ng ma-out ang Gaghan family sa Amazing Race: The Family Edition. I love them really! I wanted them to win. Pero go din ako sa Weaver family..kasi tulad din namin wala na rin silang father.

10/11th - After ng interview ko I extended my leave na lang to 1 day kasi emeet ko later that afternoon si Norlan. My goodness nagalit yun kagabi kasi hindi ko daw siya sinabihan sa invitation nga last sunday sa Mergrande. kaya ayon todo pagood shot ang ginawa ko. haaay naman talaga. pero okay na kami ngayon. grabeh pala talaga ang training nila ngayon sa work. si george naglose ng 20lbs ata at nangitim. hope you guys will make it till your 5month.libre if my time kayo ha. ako pa pinaglibre niyo. :)

10/9th - Anniversary ng Mama at Papa ko. It's their Silver Wedding Anniversary! Since wala na si Papa to celebrate with us, nag-early mass lang kami family then I planned sana to visit again Papa sa cemetery kaso ang init sabi ni Mama at may meeting din siya sa church kaya ayon uwi na lang kami.

Got a text from Rose, she's inviting me to attend her daughter's first birthday and at the same time wedding anniversary din ng parent ng barkada ko na si Dingdong. I was like having a my second thought of going kasi for sure Norlan won't be there if ever Dingdong won't invite him too. I don't have someone to talk to, this will be the first time na aatend ako sa gathering nila ng wala si Norlan. Whom will I talk to since Rose will be busy with her daughter for sure. Although Richard will be there and Dingdong too it's not like having Norlan in such activities. But nevertheless I still did attend since Rose texted me that she is inviting George, maybe Dingdong would bother to invite Norlan too. Pero wala eh and I'm not used to this kind of setup so I have to talked to talaga to either Richard or Dingdong. George won't make it I don't know the reason.

I saw Gogo's (Dingdong's younger brother) little baby kasama ang nanay ng bata. Ang bata pa talaga i think 16 or 17. Hehehe naunahan pa si Dingdong at Ate Weng. :) Busy din si Ate Weng at Dayang sa upcoming debut. I saw the guests list, yippeee invited din sila Feb, George at Chem aside from us (Farah, Norlan and Richard) na part sa 18 treasures. Up until now wala pa rin akong damit at iyong supposed gift/treasure ko hindi ko pa nabibili pero may idea na ako. ang hirap bigyan ng treasure si Dayang kasi feeling ko she have everything na eh. :) but this story will be on separate post. :)

10/8th - the big party is NOW. as early as noon niluluto na ni Zaldy ang baked macaroni. Nagkasabay din kami papasok ng opis at dala na niya ang gift niya for us ni Allan na isang cake. hehehe the evening will be a big blast! Pinaluto na rin ni Maam Carol ang mga putahe. Wow!

Around 5:00pm sinundo na rin kami nila Ate Leah at Allan Si since hindi pa nila kabisado ang house nila Ate Loren (our venue) kaya libre na naman pamasahe. hehe. Hindi pa muna ako tumuloy kasi uwi muna ako ng bahay.

When I arrived at Ate Loren's house, andun na si Marian at JCT. of kurs chikka galore kay marian, ang babaeng virgin. hehehe we had a free karaoke courtesy of Ate Loren pa rin. Funny sobra kasi cute may candle pa ang cakes namin ni Allan na gawa ni Zaldy, balloons na lang ang kulang. May gift din na cake si Ate Leah. yipee! cute noh! kung kailan pa ako tumanda doon pa ako maraming cakes. x_X

Present: Mine (Baked Mac), ATG(Baked Mac & Rice), LUB(venue & karaoke), ZGQ(birthday cake and ang dakilang chef), AMSQ&FPaner(brownies), DEV(red wine, LMS&ATSi, MBL, MCRV, Mae, CRV, MJNJ, SMNL, JCT, MJS, ELV, J&FAbad, I&NAR, Mackoy, and Gaga (all for the food). My Mama and brother was there too.

basta enjoy ang mga pangyayari! salamat!

PS. nakita ko pala sa labas ang elementary crush ko pero nahiya akong mag-invite sa kanya. :)

backlog

2005-10-14T17:05:00.000+08:00

kainis wala pa akong napopost sa mga past events..bz bzhan kc..:) pero pramis soon..mapopost ko na ang mga pix namin.

hehe just got my ym updated. hehehe

kanina nagym kami ni jezel ang dami namin napag-usapan..hehehe basta you go girl! :)
ym din kami ni vimberly wow miss ko na ito girl na ito... systems support specialist na daw xa ngayon. waaaahhh astig ng position ha. :) gudluck my pren sana regular na u. para if ever hanap kau ng additional tao txt mo ako :)

yan na lang muna...

no luck yet

2005-10-12T08:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was absent from work because i had an interview. it went well yes but the only problem encountered was the compensation. I had an on-the-spot layout making using photoshop (i have to learn more about corel because i think this is much better than photoshop in layout making) I made a new poster layout for their next attraction which is brownman revival. the layout passed the manager but with some details. i have to improve my color background. (hehehe i don't know kc how to mix and match colors, im not kikay.) when the manager told me my supposed starting salary which is 70% of my current earning, I had my second thoughts. I have to consult my sister and mother first before I decide. The manager told me to think of it first then call them of my decision.

mode: thinking

previous events to follow...

USEP TOP 1 IN EE BOARD EXAM

2005-10-10T09:24:00.000+08:00

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USEP TOP 1 IN EE BOARD EXAM

The University of Southeastern Philippines ranked first among the top performing schools (with 26-50 examinees) in the September 2005 Electrical Engineering Licensure Examination given by the Board of Electrical Engineering in Manila, Baguio, Cebu, Davao and Legaspi. The University obtained a passing percentage of 91.67 which means that 33 out of its 36 examinees passed the board exam.

Successful EE board examinees of USEP are: Abelita, Leah Mae; Abueza, Janvier; Alvarado, Mark Lester; Asidoy, Jay; Baliar, Rexil; Basan, Erleen Joy; Botogon, Dexter; Ca-aco, Judith; Caberte, Fritzie; Cagatin, Jay; Cales, Joanabel; Cascabel, Lowell; Catulpos, Samuel Jr.; Contayoso, Mark Alfred; dela Rey, Francis Ely; Echeveria, Emmel; Egos, Patricio Jr.; Gallogo, Juvenal; Gonzaga, Ariel; Ladeza, Rodel; Lee, Mark Honest; Melchor, Jasmin; Nitafan, Janice; Obenza, Dondon; Pelpinosas, Mechelle; Reguindin, Leo Ross; (my sisters' high school classmate) Roldan, Darius; Saldua, Edward; Sasedor, Samuel; Sayon, Phillip; Sioson, Maureen; Suazo, Zandro; and Suringa, Ricardo.

Also in September, 14 out of 19 examinees from USEP passed the Master Plumbing Licensure Examination. They are: Cabrera, Feline (8 th placer); Bilog, Frederick; Botoy, Sason; Cabaña, William; Caderao, Edever; Creta, Paul Joseph; Rebote, Gene Robert; Gomez, Glicerio Jr.; Jainar, Cherry Gay; Luna, Florivic; Pancito, Lilybelle Marie; Perpetua, Marielito; Pranilla, Ruel; and Resma, Renato Jr.

The first placer of the same board exam, Engr. Florencio S. Chua is currently a Civil Engineering faculty of the USEP College of Engineering.

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Proud talaga ako sa mga graduates namin ng Engineering! Hindi ko man sila lahat kilala pero i'm sure nakasalubong ko yan sila dati. :) Congrats to Leo Ross. dati tinatawag mo ako sa name ng sister ko pero ngayon Engineer!

my bestfriend's life

2005-10-07T08:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, ang aga kung umuwi. Naglakad lang ako pauwi kasi feeling ko ang aga nga lang naman, what's with a 3-5 minutes walk. When I passed by Aling Lilia's store/karaoke I heard a familiar voice singing. Naku si Melanie pala. Naku ang magandang bestfriend ko na ito! We were friends pa way way back elementary days slash we live in the same neigborhood. Last time kami nagkita is noong binyag ng baby ng isa pa namin bestfriend na si Jacqueline last May. After that hindi na, pero I still heard rumors about her marriage life. Kaya grabeng chika ang naganap. The last time we saw each other, separated sila ng husband niya. Galit talaga ako sa pangyayaring iyon. I can't believe it will go that far and now, this far. Okay to cut the story short, they were separated for almost five months. She kept her work and her husband umuwi doon sa kanila. Melanie decided to live near her workplace in a boarding house. Later did I know care of Yaya, umuwi sila dito sa amin sabay si Man-man. Ayon they decided pala to be with each other again. Pero what Mel said to me kagabi was super to nth power grabeh. Within the separated months marami pala talagang nangyari. I dont want to go into more details kasi that's too personal and I don't want to put my friend's life into jeopardy just because of my blog. But then what the real story remains in my brain and heart.

Way may have been bad girls when we were still younger but what happen to Melanie was I think more mature Melanie. She survived all the hardships and longings of that 5-month breakup. I may just be a friend but what Man-man did to Melanie will never be forgotten. Forgiven yes but it takes time to forget. I just wish my bes Melanie more happiness and soon a baby to have more beautiful people. On that note, bes Jacky too is giving birth to her second child, ingat Jack!

P.S. I was watching UAAP game 2 last night ang ganda ng game. Nanalo ang FEU. astig talaga kasi hinabol nila sa last 2 minutes ang lamang ng La Salle. congrats! :)

grateful

2005-10-06T09:48:00.000+08:00

A day have passed since my birthday and today is my time to say my piece one more (wala namang iba puwede eh ako lang may alam ng password hehehe). Please let me thank everyone who greeted me (and my mom). Thanks so much for the effort to call me, text me, hug me to say happy birthday.

Yesterday was so funny, I tried not to look like its my birthday hehe but when Yaya blurted out "Happy Birthday Sarz!" sabog *blag* ayon greet na nila ako lahat! hehehe thanks guys (MCRV, AMPP, LUB, ATG, CGD, MCBR, CRV, ELV, CPD, RRR, NAR, RAO) si ZGQ muntikan ng makalimutan, hahaha while everybody keeps on repeating na it's my birthday siya naman wala lang pero later that afternoon nagreet niya ako. hehehe
Thanks also to my siblings (Leonelyn, Sybil Ann & Frances John) who greeted me and Mama, walang celebration sa sunday na lang for Mama and Papa's silver anniversary. Kahit wala na si Papa, we should celebrate it. :)

Thanks also to my friend Francis who called up just to greet me. :) My other friends who texted me too, Ariel, Hermie, Pexer jyc, Myrafil, HE-nina, Johnny, HAF-kiar, HE-rhei, HE-handz, Jezel, Chem&George, Marian, Pexer trinkets, Farah, and Jaja. Hahaha kakatawa lang kasi nashock ako ng makatanggap ng greetings from my PEX, HE at HAF family iyon pala si Hermie ang may kakagawan. Kaw talaga Dimple hehehe thanks so much sa effort. Si Jezel, akalain niyang today pa daw ang birthday ko, hehehe kaya ang nakaalarm sa celphone niya is 6. hahaha pero okay lang iyon no.. ;)

Late yesterday, nagwowonder ako kasi ni isa sa mga KOKO friends ko walang naggreet, well okay lang naman iyon kasi as a matter of fact, ako iyong tagaremind sa kanila. hahaha alangan namang itxt ko pa sila to inform them hehehe pero when I received Chem-chem's text ayan happy na ako. wala pa la siyang load hinintay pa niya Mama niya para makatext. hehehe effort at later nagtext na rin c Farah ayan kahit nakakalimutan niya mga birthdays ng friends namin effort pa rin si Farah sa pagtext. Thanks so much guys. Love ko kayo always.

And to top it all. Si Dingdong nagtext ngayon lang to greet me a belated birthday. Hahaha nagthank you ako sabay ask, "sino nagsabi sa iyo?" Sagot ba naman, "di ba yesterday birthday mo, nasa bukid kasi ako at walang signal doon at 1 am na kami nakauwi kanina kaya ngayon lang ako nakagreet." Oh di bah effort. hahaha Si Feb din nagreet.... wow limited lang kung kami magtext ni Feb pero he greeted me. Thank you.

Tampo lang ako kasi si Norlan hindi nagparamdam. Nagalit kaya iyon kasi hindi na ako nagloload at hindi ko na siya narereplyan.. "Oh c'mon. Partz! taa ni. otomatic na yan!" :)

BIG DAY

2005-10-05T07:56:00.000+08:00

cmon now don't be shy, greet me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yepee, it's mine and my Mama's birthday! we share the same date. isn't it amazing you share the same birthday with your mom, that's just so unbelievable. A college classmate of mine, Joan, gave birth the day after her birthday. if she could have push it harder last September 30, we may have the same luck, but she delivered October 1 and that makes the baby Michaela Angela Belciña Paradero an Octoberian like me.

oh now, this is supposed to be about my birthday, hehehe, well i am just thankful that God has given me another year to serve him and my family and my friends. Oh no, my phone's dead, they might be greeting me now, sorry guys, got to buy myself a new battery but thank you anyways. Shhhh hinintay ko pa kung mag-gregreet ba siya...hehehe

All in all i want to greet myself and Mama a happy birthday! God bless us always.

PS. big party on saturday courtesy of my officemates and friends. thanks again. :)

music: best gift for my birthday

2005-10-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

music, music, music and more music. gusto ko palaging may music. alam mo yung may palaging music sa ears mo. palagi na lang sa tuwing online ako i look for mp3 players. i first wanted an ipod mini or shuffle but since kulang sa budget hanap ng kahit ano na lang basta can carry big amount of music. actually i had read na about mpio. pero last sunday i saw this one on Dtour, a local show at Studio 23, at check ko ulit ang site nya at features. man, gusto ko na lang either of the two.

gusto ko color ng MPIO One ko is either black or red kasi ang MPIO FL100 one color lang eh silver pero astig din ng features. chinicheck ko kung magkano na ito dito sa davao pero wala akong makita pa sa net, siguro gusto nya isa isahin ko pagpunta sa mga stores huhuhu. pero check ko ang site nila, meron silang distributor sa Manila, kaya later tatawagan ko kung magkano ito sa Pinas, im sure mahal ulit kaya ibayong pagtitipid na naman ako ngayon. pero kung sino man diyan na may magandang puso at maraming pera, maawa na kayo gift nyo na lang to sa aking birthday bukas. haaayyy email/tag nyo lang ako hehehe. at maraming salamat talaga. hehehe *umaasa mode*

thoughts of....

2005-10-04T07:55:00.000+08:00

naku isang araw na lang big day na. i can't wait the feeling of being 24 na. haha as if may difference. ü i think meron nga kasi 23 was hard kaya siguro i think 24 will be much much harder. sa tingin ko rin this day of mine will be least remember except for my officemates (october celebrants posted on the bulletin board) and had their cellphone reminders but majority of my friends who i most treasure won't remember it. But if Norlan will, I will surely magtatampo. "Bestfriend naman huwag mong kalimutan.ü" May pustahan pa naman kami ni George na I know hindi mareremember ni toot and birthday ko, panalo na sana ako. haaayyy so much for that I am still happy one day to go bukas na ako magpapasalamat more kasi God will decide pa if I have been a good girl and if I deserve another year.

overtime

2005-10-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

dito pa ako sa office ngayon at 1915 grabeh..napagod ako sa paggawa ng label ah..buti na lang may konting alam talaga ako sa software na gamit ko...hehehehe

hinihintay na lang matapos ang samples at aalis na rin kami..kung hindi ako nag-overtime kahapon for mcbr's report eh ngayon pala iyon hahaha pero okay lang kc prang late ako kanina eh, pangdagdag na lang itong overtime ko ngayon. kakainis lang kasi nagsiuwi na iyong iba ko pang kasama dito kami na lang ni cgd at iyong mga technical people sa baba na gumagawa ng samples.

buti na lang walang lakad ngayon at sa bahay ulit ako. gusto ko sana pumunta ng venue para manood ng octoberfest nila featuring parokya ni edgar pero hindi na lang, reserve for Hale's concert sa 28.

Oo nga pala simula na ng October at 4 sleep to go big day na. hahaha kakatuwa kasi kanina umakyat dito si Zaldy to ask us kung sino gusto kumain ng bake macaroni at magbabayad ng 50. eh nagdemand ako na si Allan na lang bahala sa 50 percent ng total amount na gagastusin kasi magbe-birthday na siya sa 8. Buti na lang cater nya ang 500. Just to give naman akin na lang din ang 200. hehehe hanggang sa nagdecide sila na next saturday sa beach kami...party ulit ito!

kanina pa lang umaga binigay ko kay Mama ang 500 ko na para sana pangpaganda ng hair ko (na gift ko sana sa sarili ko)..sa susunod na lang ang relax at wax...kapag malapit na ang debut ni dayang. hanap pa ako ng dress. tsk tsk tsk

dito na muna...naghahanap na pala ako ngayon ng new layout para for a change...

crush

2005-09-29T08:09:00.000+08:00

kanina pag-alis ko ng bahay papunta na sa opis nagkasalubong kami ng dati kung elementary crush, tagal na noh..hehehe at "current na manliligaw" kuno...hehehe hindi sa hindi ko na siya nakikita, its just that itong lang iyong moment na nagkasalubong kami na we are both sober..hahahaha hindi naman sa palaging kaming intoxicated..hahahaha pero merong mga moments na sober kami pero hindi kami magkatabi...hehehe

wala lang, gusto ko lang e-post...hehehehe kasi sa tagal na ng panahon na iyon ang lakas pa rin ng heartbeat ko sa tuwing magkalapit kami..hehehe

memorable weekend....

2005-09-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

reunion...

sabado ang sked namin magkakaopismate na pumunta kina ate Leah at Allan Si.

ang saya kasi walang supervisor this time kaya walang abirya in the last minute. in short maaga din kaming makakaalis...sinundo kami nila at dumaan muna kami sa palengke para bumili ng isda at seaweeds pangdagdag sa handa na ni ate Leah.

ang saya kasi andun din c Marian, buti na lang hindi siya natuloy na umuwi sa kanila for their family gathering. Andun din si Julie with her sister na may dalang pritong manok at cake...waaahhhh yummy!

kainis lang din kasi wala akong dalang cam, late na masyado din nakarating cla Arlene at Francis kasi galing din sila sa 2 nilang parties...(for hire kasi sila eh..hahaha)

Nood kami ng tv at of kurs ang walang sawang kuwentuhan...miss ko na talaga sila...looking forward to more of like this...Present: Me, Mykis, Allan G., Zaldy, Maam Carol, Marian, Julie, Julie's sister, Arlene, Francis and Mr. & Mrs. Allan and Leah Si. Thanks sa yummy foods!

One with Nature, One with Angels

nagdrop by si Ayeza dito regarding sa activity ng bloggers sa 25th. eh wala akong idea kaya txt ko c athenz. Ng mareceive ko reply nya, sobrang shock at happy ako sa invitation, pero thingking na baka late na ako makadecide at kung okay lang magdala pa ng isang kasama.

The idea pala is may isang magandang anghel na ayaw magpakilala ang mag-sponsored ng 20 Cancer kids a fieldtrip to Philippine Eagle Center with the help of Jerry's NGO. Actually it was my first time in Philippin Eagle Center kaya mas memorable din sa akin. With no further ado, i met the volunteers and the kids. Ang saya nila, hindi ko alam how to treat them kasi first time ko rin at that situation. First time ko narinig as in na "bukas magchechemo therapy siya" imagine that. Young as them have to undergo such pain. But during sa fieldtrip ang saya nila.

Actually first time ko nakita ang mga known monkey-eating eagle na andoon sa center, like the famous Pag-asa. Too bad Kabayan was dead already. First time ko rin nakakita ng crocodile and to top it all nahawakan ang snake...Astig ni Hermie kasi may guts talaga siyang ipapulupot sa kanya si Juz (the snake).

All in all, sarap ng feeling ko! Thanks to my co-bisdak for inviting me, to ms. anonymous the sponsor, Jerry's group for being nice and most of all to the kids. Basta iba ang feeling ko. :)

connection: fixed

2005-09-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

It is really good to be back. After 4 days of no access it's like hell to me. :)

Updates:

* We had Papa's 1st year anniversary last Sunday. I want to thank all the people who helped us. From last year up to this time. You guys are very the best. God Bless you all. (More info at my LJ link)

* Obviously nachange na ang modem ng computer today kaya back to normal na naman.

* Thank God yung 13th month namin naibigay na rin sa wakas today. Automatically binigay ko sa sister ko. Kaya broke pa rin ako...heehe pero it's okay lang.

* I just found out na mag-iivestigate ang Department of Labor sa amin sa Monday kasi they heard ata the rumored news over ABS-CBN na matagal magpasahod ang company namin, which is true. One and a half months. Actually, we tried to trace who's responsible of letting the public knew of this is still a mystery. We think it's the piece rater because regulars are so used to this set-up. It's not that I am against it, actually I am happy for it, but it might stained the good image the company have or sort of...

* We just had a general cleaning. I feel like I wanted to have it. Getting rid of those tiny and big wastes.

Well I think that's it for now...Ciao & God bless!

connection: down

2005-09-19T15:55:00.000+08:00

for a couple of days i may not be able to answer or update kc sira ang modem..i have to buy pa ng bago...

my september 18th post to come...edit ko lang...ito yung one year ni Papa...

pero try ko pa rin...

PS: kasasabi lng sa akin..uunahin na lang daw ang sahod kaysa sa 13th month na hinihintay ko...sadness...

my fave book

2005-09-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

nyaayyy..one year na pala ang Harry Potter hardcover box set ko...hehehe at habang tumatagal hook pa rin ako...cant wait to have my book6 copy. (i only got to read it in ebook) cant wait for the 7th too..and also the movie which is the Goblet of Fire..

its getting nearer everyday

2005-09-16T08:34:00.000+08:00

why does it always have to me? can they do it on their own. i vividly remember i didn't ask anything when i was doing it. darn them..

well on the lighter side, 19 days to go before my birthday and 100 days to go and it will be christmas day!

wishlists..ummmm

new dress
new shoes
new IPOD
new CDs

exhausted

2005-09-15T13:23:00.000+08:00

Gee I just finished doing this...it took me half day when in fact pwede siya ng 15 minutes...kainis talaga pinainit ang ulo ko nito..kainis ang fda.gov ewan ko kung ano nangyari at ganun ako katagal but anyway, good mood na uli siguro ako kasi tapos na...haaayyy

well, hindi pumasok si boss kasi walang sasakyan sira...nagleave na lang siya tuloy...

naku bad trip ulit ako...grrr palagi na lang ako..ako.....grrrrrr

f**ked life

2005-09-14T09:56:00.000+08:00

oh my day is so fucking shit..gosh i hate it..walang appreciation kapag may maganda kang nagawa (as far as i can remember) pero kung its the other way around..sheyt. am i expecting a white envelop or a letter soon? daahhh as if i care..damn them..isa't kalahating buwang walang sahod..tama ba iyon? kaka-anniv ko lang sa kumpanya. nashock pa nga ako sa sinabi ng kaibigan kung kasabay ko mag-anniv sa ibang kumpanya, walang hiya, siya pa yung binayaran ng kumpanya nila, eh kami pti mid-year bonus wala pa...so fucked up..shit puta ano sa tingin mo kaya ang kakainin namin nyan? puta ano yang patingin-tingin mo sa akin? isa kang malaking shit...paki ko sa iyo...wala ka ng ibang alam gawin kundi sirain ang buhay ng may buhay..damn! shit kung saan saan na nakakaabot ang pinagsasabi ko..shit...i cant help it shit...kasasabi ko lang sa mama ko kanina i don't curse anymore pero ito ang dami...puta...i dont know if im so stress out, eh feeling ko hindi eh pero sa tuwing ganito ang sitwasyon lage na lang ako ang talo..

my sentiments:
3 years of service, no salary increase eversince, job description not updated FW...fuck
my co-worker here, after 6months he had an increase and in two years, puta ayaw ko na magsalita..shit
(sabi nila he asked update sa admin mgr puta namin and since siya rin ay direct visor niya his wish, granted)

puta admin siya, do i need pa ba to remind her? puta ikaw ano sa tingin mo? i dont nid her pacute smile. (yan lang kasi ang palagi niyang reply) hindi siya cute ha.

sori that my post now is so fuck...im just not in the *cutie mode*

sometimes we won, sometimes we lose....

2005-09-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

quick post lang....

congrats to Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao for winning the fight yesterday. Mabuhay ang Pinoy! sa uulitin! astig pinanood ko laban mo ha...kahit kainis na ang mga ads pero hintay pa rin..buti na lang hindi inaabot ng 12 rounds! astig! congrats!

condolences pala sa mga families ng mga namatayan sa stampede sa Muziklaban 2005. I just saw the news last night and I never thought na mangyayari iyon. Kung andun ako sa Manila that time, i might have been there lalo na cguro kung nakasali ang banda ng pren ko pero hindi ata cla sumali ngayon. but what happen really is a big question to me. pano nagkaganun ang event. to think na this is not the first battle of the band they have. they could have been anticipated situations like this and avoid this kind of tragic event. some people say (i read on one post) na maganda ang kinalalabasan ng contest but to think na 3 people died and many, i think, were injured kakalungkot talga. but nevertheless, i hope this tragic incident ay maging lesson na sa atin. mag-ingat sa mga ganitong klaseng events. enjoy lang tayo! May you guys rest in peace! tuloy lang natin ang musika sa langit! peace all!

stay, sorry, ulan....

2005-09-12T13:50:00.000+08:00

pictures na lang muna..later na ang kuwento...

actually wala akong plan manood, pero inisip ko libre kc ako ng ticket ng pren ko kaya go na lang din ako..kc nakapramis na ako sa isang pren ko rin na kasama...

actually sa totoo lang, iba pa rin ang Hale kaysa sa Cueshe. Hindi ako excited tulad nung sa Hale kahit walang pera hahanap talaga ng way mapanood lang ang Hale..dito kasi libre kaya nakapanood...hahaha sori mga solid Cuesheans (correct me if im wrong)

Sorry wala akong pic ni Jay, lahat lang kay Reuben, epal kac eh...mantakin nyo sinabin nya "I am everything you want" nung kinanta nila ang Everything you want ng Vertical Horizon...naeepalan na ako sa kanya! sori peace all!

three years after...

2005-09-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

haay buhay nga naman...matagal-tagal din akong hindi maxado nakapag-update ng blog. i don't usually publish all of my writings immediately. i prefer to have it draft then later edit of some sort before i finally publish it. may isa pa ngang draft na hindi ko pa napupublish, sulat ko iyon nung sobrang galit ako...basta galit ako doon..edit ko lng muna ulit kasi hindi ko nilagyan ng space ayan tuloy one-liner ang labas..ang panget..hahahaha later papabasa ko rin iyon...

enjoy lang ako kakaopen dito kasi nakakatuwa itong isang taong ito sa sa tagboard ko..kung mapapansin nyo, medyo maldita ang dating ko. heheh pero i am not. seriously, sino ba naman ang hindi magmamaldita kung may taong nanggagamit ng ibang pangalan and say something nasty on you. okay lang sana if he made me wonder kung sino siya eh hindi naman kilalang kilala ko siya. ewan ko lang ha kasi fist time ko nakaencounter ng ganitong klaseng tao. i wonder if 100% lalake siya sa asta nya. too bad.. tsk tsk anyways, Dante if mabasa mo ito, sheyt, ang swerte mo kasi bida ka na dito sa blog ko. I am not angry, pero sa ugali at mga kasalanan mo, not necessarily kasalanan sa akin pero sa mga kasama ko, well think about it.

Oh so much with that, mabalik tayo sa main topic ko. gosh 3rd year ko na dito sa company...gosh ang tagal ko na noh...imagine three years of coming back to this same chair and facing the same people, same papers, computers and walking on this the same environment...Well I am thankful in a way that it helped me get through all the hardships I had in life. With this I am grateful. But life's been more difficult this time than the last time and hindi mo masisi kung hihingi ka ng mas kaginhawaan pa. I have tried asking it and as of now no update yet. I don't know when but hopefully soon before life here ended the ties...or you know what i mean. :)

PS. Happy birthday to my Highschool classmates/friends twin Marvin (Usahay) and Mervin. I love you guys eventhough we seldom see each other. (Marvin is somewhere in the globe, hehe and Mervin in his new married[?] life)

Happy Birthday Mama Mary

2005-09-08T07:39:00.000+08:00

I wanted to greet Mama Mary a happy birthday today! I personally adore her beauty and simplicity. May her cleanness and plainness bless us always!

Top Ten Schools

2005-09-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

I saw this at MSN.com and wondering what is our top 10 schools here too...hmmmpppp

The numbers represent 2004-05 costs gathered by the College Board. Prices for public colleges and universities are for in-state residents.

Most expensive private schools

School	Price
1. Sarah Lawrence College -- Bronxville, N.Y.	$32,416
2. Kenyon College -- Gambier, Ohio	$32,170
3. Trinity College -- Hartford, Conn.	$31,940
4. George Washington University -- Washington, D.C.	$31,710
5. Hamilton College -- Clinton, N.Y.	$31,700
6. Bowdoin College -- Brunswick, Maine	$31,656
7. Wesleyan University -- Middletown, Conn.	$31,650
8. Columbia University -- New York, N.Y.	$31,472
9. Colgate University -- Hamilton, N.Y.	$31,440
10. Pitzer College -- Claremont, Calif.	$31,438

Most expensive public schools

School	Price
1. Penn State University -- University Park, Pa.	$10,856
2. University of Pittsburgh -- Pittsburgh, Pa.	$10,830
3. University of Vermont -- Burlington, Vt.	$10,226
4. University of New Hampshire -- Durham, N.H.	$9,226
5. New Jersey Institute of Technology -- Newark, N.J.	$9,180
6. Temple University -- Philadelphia, Pa.	$9,102
7. University of Massachusetts -- Amherst, Mass.	$9,008
8. Rutgers University -- New Brunswick, N.J.	$8,564
9. University of Cincinnati -- Cincinnati, Ohio	$8,379
10. Rutgers University -- Newark, N.J.	$8,209

Least expensive private schools

School	Price
1. National Hispanic University -- San Jose, Calif.	$4,610
2. Arkansas Baptist College -- Little Rock, Ark.	$5,074
3. Talladega College -- Talladega, Ala.	$7,128
4. Lane College -- Jackson, Tenn.	$7,176
5. Tougaloo College -- Tougaloo, Miss.	$8,375
6. Judson College -- Elgin, Ill.	$9,420
7. Paine College -- Augusta, Ga.	$9,624
8. Augustine College -- Raleigh, N.C.	$10,388
9. Barber-Scotia College -- Concord, N.C.	$10,686
10. Wesleyan College -- Macon, Ga.	$10,900

Least expensive public schools

School	Price
1. University of Nevada -- Reno, Nev.	$2,682
2. Florida State University -- Tallahassee, Fla.	$2,890
3. San Diego State University -- San Diego, Calif.	$2,936
4. University of Florida -- Gainesville, Fla.	$2,955
5. Florida Atlantic University -- Boca Raton, Fla.	$3,092
6. Texas A&M University -- Kingsville, Texas	$3,109
7. Florida International University -- Miami, Fla.	$3,156
8. University of South Florida -- Tampa, Fla.	$3,167
9. University of Central Florida -- Orlando, Fla.	$3,180
10. University of Nevada -- Las Vegas, Nev.	$3,210

By Erin Peterson, Bankrate.com

mylifeisfullofthesethings

2005-09-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

pasenya na pero halos lahat may bad words..badtrip lang ako..putanginang life ito underpaid kana nga ikaw pa ang makakatanggap ng mga salitang hindi naman ikaw ang kausap putaingna talaga kau kung meron lang sana akong puwedeng gawin para lang malaman nyo at matauhan kayo na importante naman talaga ako dito puta buwisit kaya ganito nalang ang kumpanya natin hindi kasi marunong magpahalaga siguro nga mali ko kasi wala akong guts na humingi man lang kahit papanong diyes porsyento sa sahod ko kasi alam kung utang ko sa inyo ang trabahong ito pero tama ba namang iyong sumunod sa akin eh mas mataas pa sahod niya kaysa sa akin putangina nyo talaga napakawalang kwenta buwisit talagang manloloko kayo at talagang uso ang palakasan sa mga malalaking kumpanya buwisit hindi ko macucurse ang kumpanya kasi dito pa ri nako kumukuha ng pangkain namin sa bahay kung sana lang may malilipatan na ako siguro naman mafefeel niyo na ang importansiya ko puta mauntog naman na sana kayo two consecutive nights na akong laging ulam ay soysauce with matching vinegar hindi ko talaga makakalimutan ito okay lang sana kung daing ito or the like ulam parin iyon pero hindi eh isa at kalahating buwan kayong walang sahod ano na kaya buhay mo nun mga wala silang kuwenta putangina sila ang 13thmonth na dapat last may 2005 pa at naipangako ko na ito sa kapatid ko na ito ang gagamitin kung pambili ng mga gamit niya sa drawing1 niya sa skul puta hanggang ngayon wala parin mantakin mo na lang kung hindi pa nagawan ng mama ko ng paraan hanggang ngayon siguro abot langit pa ang galit ng kapatid ko buti kasi sila malaki sahod nila at kahit pa nasa exclusive school ang mga anak nila kayang kaya nila pero ako puta ayoko ng ganito kaya nga sa isang state university ko pinag-aral kapatid ko para standard ang teaching pero putaingna binibigyan niyo ng dahilan para magalit sa akin ang kapatid ko at maging dahilan para gumawa siya ng masama sa studies niya (pero so far hindi ito nangyayari, baka lang) maawa na po kayo putangina talaga itong mga walang puso kung hindi pa makabalik galing labas ng bansa eh siguro aabutin pa hanggang next year ang sasahurin namin maawa naman kayo i have given up my personal enjoyments just to live our life but with this circumstances i think i have to give up more putangina sabi nga ng kasamahan ko dalawang paraan lamang para yumaman manalo sa lotto or mang-holdup ng bangko saan kaya mas maganda kung sa hihintayin mong manalo ka sa lotto eh tiyak maraming ten pesos pa ang gagatusin mo at para manalo ka meron kang one point five million combinations some ron kay one over one point five million chance at kung gusto mo manalo agad eh tayaan mo lahat ang one point five million combination and that is one point five million ten pesos pero mananalo ka naman ng mga ten million minus mo na lang ang nautang mong one point five million pesos pangtaya at lahat ng iba mo pang utang siguro ang maiiwan na lang sa iyo is around two million kaya na kaya ito ngayon ikaw na ang bahala pero mas madali talaga ang mangholdup ng bangko maghanap kang mga grupong sanay na diyan more or less kung may makita ka or kung wala naman ikaw na lang gumawa ng plano kita kita na lang tayo sa priso kung malasin man or hindi kaya sa impyerno putangina mahaba na ba ang litanya ko hindi pa nga iyan lahat lahat eh madami pa hindi naman kita eni-obliga na basahin dibah kaya huwag magalit ah oo nga pala kung basahin mo man ito dante eh please huwag kang gumamit ng ibang pangalan sa tagboard ko pasalamat ka eh hindi ko nakuha ip add mo obvious naman maxado fuck you pasalamat ka hindi na lang ako nagsasalita kapag andito ka gumugulo lang utak ko sa iyo dami mong kasalanan sa amin walanghiya ka anggaling mong manglait ng mga meron kami dito pero ni minsan hindi ka naman nagpasalamat at take note mas marami pa yung nakukuha mo kaysa sa amin remember mykis' ice cream animal ka kung kumain ang dami at hinintay mo talgang makakain ka before ka pumunta sa pupuntahan mo at hindi mo man lamang siya nagreet at nagthank you tapos kinabukasan nagpapabili ka ulit ng ice cream kay allan at buong loob mung sinabi huwag na ang ganoong flavor kasi cheap putangina mo fuck you eh andami mo daw nakain fuck you ulit si mykiss pa ang nakadinig sa iyo pasalamat ka hindi ako kasi kahit feeling mo level seven ka hindi ako natatakot sa iyo animal ka fuck you alam mong galit ako sa iyo kaya huwag kang matakot sabihin gusto mo we are in a democratic country makasalanan ako at tanggap ko iyon pero dahil sa iyo nadagdagan pa ito putangina alam niyo hindi niyo ako masisi kung bakit ako nagsasamantala dahil ang prinsipiyo ko kung ayaw niyo tingnan ang sitwasyon ko gagamitin ko na lang kung ano meron akong puwedeng magamit one of these days promise kakausapin ko na po kayo nagiipon lang po ng lakas pero sana po kahit hindi na lang ako kakausap sa inyo eh initiative na lang po is three years of service not enough for just a 10 percent increase sana po maliwanagan kayo i have done all my best para lamang everytime kailangan niyo ako eh maapreciate niyo na may impotance talaga ako imagine all the reports we had all the presentation you had delivered infront of the exceutives i am not recounting all of that i know you can do these without my help but dont you think i have a small contribution to it i just need a simple notice from you update on my status siguro ang lamang ko sa iba kasi nasa aircon room ako pero kung tutuusin pareho lang talaga kami eh siguro dito sa atin i have that job description but if we go above it looking through the files of the human resources at the central office i am simply like the majority of our personnel here it may be my mistake from the time i signed on that contract because from that time i knew how and what i am really fuck i should have not signed it fucked it

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Postnote: ngayon ko lng naisipan na ipost ito..i didnt reread what the content so sorry sa hindi nyo maintindihan at wrong grammar at typo errors..damn paki mo..blog ko to...edited 091505

Chicken Soup for the Beer Drinker

2005-09-01T15:49:00.000+08:00

To all heavy drinker who wanted to stop..please read this first and think about it a million times...hahaha

Like ko lng ito talaga sa lahat ng quotes doon...

"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel shamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ JACK HANDEY

credit to markdavid over the miniblog in MTVASIA.com

frances' birthday

2005-08-30T12:56:00.000+08:00

Today is my brother's birthday! Gosh, wala akong gift sa iyo brother consider mo na lang yang phone ko na gift ko sa iyo at yung brand new next time na lang kapag gumanda work ko. :) Study hard brother and please wala sanang failing grades ha. Red marks would surely breaks our hearts!

Sana sobrang galing ka na sa guitars mo at pati bass at drums! Hindi natin alam sisikat ka! hahaha wishful thinking. ;-) Just be good always in your studies and pass it all!

PS.
~ She's coming back! OMG! got to face the real life now!
~ Please pray manalo din ako/kami sa mga pinagsasalihan ko kung ano-ano! :-D

University of Southeastern Philippines Our life...our future!

2005-08-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

Ang school ko nasa Manila Bulletin!

The 15th of December 1978 marked the birth of the sole state university in the Region XI. On this date, Batas Pambansa Blg. 12 was passed, thereby, creating the UNIVERSITY OF SOUTHEASTERN PHILIPPINES.

HUMBLE BEGINNINGS

The University of Southeastern Philippines (USEP) became operational in 1979 integrating the four state institutions in the region: the Mindanao State University-Davao Branch (MSUDB), the University of the Philippines Master of Management Program in Davao (UPMMPD), the Davao School of Arts and Trades (DSAT) and the Davao National Regional Agricultural School (DNRAS). The integration of these institutions paved the way for the birth of the five USEP campuses namely: the Davao City main campus in Obrero with an area of 6.5 hectares; the Mintal campus, Davao City that has an area of 2.8 hectares; the Tagum campus, Tagum City with a 77-hectare land area; the Mabini campus which lies in a 109-hectare land area in Mampising, Mabini, Compostela Valley Province; and the latest addition, Bislig campus in Bislig City, Surigao del Sur with an area of 9.7 hectares.

The early years saw birth of the College of Engineering and Technology in Obrero campus, the College of Forestry and Agriculture at Tagum and Mabini campuses and College of Arts and Sciences in Mintal campus. The succeeding years witnessed developments in the academic and administrative realms of USEP.
In 1993, through a Board of Regents (BOR) resolution, External Studies Programs were established. These were: USEP-Hinatuan Ext. Program in Surigao del Sur; USEP-Baganga External Studies Program in Davao Oriental; USEP-Kapalong College of Agricultural Technology and Entrepreneurship and USEP-Pantukan External Studies Program.

Continue reading here. :)

MTV Pilipinas 2005

2005-08-26T08:32:00.000+08:00

Astig! two of my favorite OPM bands took 3 of the best awards in the recently concluded MTV Pilipinas 2005. Congrats guy!

Best Group and Song for Balisong - Rivermaya
Best New Artist - Hale

thank you post ni Mark of Rivermaya

markmaya <mark@rivermaya.net> wrote:

[::] Musta?! o bat hanggang tenga yata ngiti natin ngayon?! hehe. (wag kayong mag-alala, pareho tayo!! woohoo!! :)

Right before inannounce yung winner for best group, tinanong ko si Rico kung anong award yung gusto niyang makuha namin if ever isa lang ang makukuha natin. Pareho kami ng gusto - Favorite Group. Tapos, tingin naman ako kay mike... sabi niya sa akin "pare, ang bilis ng puso ko.." sabay ngiti, sabi ko naman "hehe, ako rin.." Tapos ayun na, paglitaw nung pangalan ng banda sa dambuhalang envelope nasira ang poise naming lahat! Alam niyo yung parang naging slow-motion bigla ang mundo... hindi ka maniniwalang nangyayari.. tapos kailangan mo kaagad isipin kung sino ang pasasalamatan mo? Ganon mismo. Ay siyempre, with matching tears of Joy ni Ate Flor!! Haay, yon ang highlight ng gabi namin :D

As usual, kagulo nanaman kami sa pagtanggap ng award... ganyan yata talaga pag na-overwhelm ka. Ang dami mong gustong sabihin pero ang konti lang ng oras.

Tapos punta kami sa dressing room sandali.. then balik sa upuan namin... Favorite Song category na pala. Totoo lang, solb na kaming lahat sa Favorite Group award.. winning the Favorite Song award was really something we did not expect. Kala nga namin ni Mike si Kitchie mananalo... pero yon nga... tayo daw ulit :) Si Rico nasa back stage non at si Japs naman ay bumibili ng inumin sa labas kaya tinginan muna kami ni Mike, kala namin kaming dalawa lang aakyat... Tapos ayun na, humabol yung dalawa. Nakakatawa pa nga kwento ni Japs kasi may nag-congratulate daw sa kanya sa labas, akala niya para sa Favorite Group, tapos sabi nung bumati sa kanya Favorite Song daw.. ayun napatakbo siya bigla! :) Sobrang taranta, hindi nga niya napansin na katabi namin si Onyok... nalaman nalang niya nung nasa van na kami, paalis ng Araneta. hehe.

Again, we'd like to dedicate the Favorite Song award to our friend Wilfrid 'Wolfmann' Hernandez. God Bless you bro!

Once again id like to say 'thank you' to all of you... ilang taon niyo na kaming binubuhay, alam niyo ba yon? Sana makarating sa lahat ng kaibigan niyo ang pasasalamat namin, lalo na yung mga hindi nakakapag-internet... nasa malalayong lugar... at minsan sa TV lang kami napapanood. As ive said before, panalo kami sa inyo, walang tatalo sa inyo :D Thank you for going out of your way. Yan ang kulang sa bansa natin ngayon.. people who go out of their way, and you guys are the best example. :)

Gusto ko pa sanang habaan kaso nandiyan na si Ate Flor sa labas at hindi pa ako nagbibihis! hala! Sayang, postponed yung RTU gig due to bad weather. Dadaan kami sa Anniv party ng RX sa Dish ABS, tapos sisilipin namin yung dalawang videos na in the works (Sunday Driving & Atat). To be released very very soon.. ang saya no? dami na nating videos :)

Sige, post ako ulit... bihis muna ako. :)Uy, 70s Bistro sa Monday ha? tapos Capones sa Wednesday... celebrate tayo! :)

Ingat kayo... God Bless!

- mark escueta rivermaya.

thank you post ni Champ of Hale

--- In hale_music@yahoogroups.com, "champ_halemusic" <champ_halemusic@yahoo.com> wrote:

hey guys! =)

something happened to us last thursday Aug 25 that i will never forget.... you guys gave us the award we never expected, and for that i thank you from the buttom of my heart.

As soon as we recieved the award i wanted to post a message here to tell each and everyone of you "THANK YOU". grabe you should've seen us when we recieved the award. I was at the backstage with roll when the people of MTV called and shouted we won. takbo kami eh!!!! hehehe we never expected anything when we came there thats why it was so sweet when we won.

guys i want to thank you for all the support you gave us! Alam ko you guys went out of your way just to vote, all the efforts you made alam ko na hassle kayo, yung iba gumastos pa, yung iba nangulit pa nang kaibigan para bumoto... yung iba nagimbento pa nang e-mail para makarami nang boto... kulang na kulang ang thank you sa lahat nang ginawa nyo and we love you for that.

To the moderators who have exerted alot of time, effort in Hale thank you so much alam ko di biro yung ginagawa nyo thank you xavier dea, anna, and R.A. to all the Halers na walang sawa pumunta sa gigs thank you alam ko rin lahat nang hirap and efforts nyo.. i know some of you have traveled long just to watch us, i know some of you have waited long hours standing up just to see Hale, i know some of you nakipagsiksikan pa at nakipag away pa sa mga magulang para payagan lang lumabas. I know some of you tirelessly vote for Hale at MYX, MTV and sa lahat nang radio stations at nakikipag away pa sa mga tao pag ayaw nila kami hehehe, i know some of you stay up late just to watch our videos and to find out what number we are at the countdown. You guys are more than that award we won at MTV and thats why i treasure you and i love you all. Ngayon lang yata ako nagpost nang ganito ka senti but my heart is just overflowing with happiness and i am so gratefull to all of you.

"We started with such simple goals and right now so much has been given and achieved, and that is why we cannot ask for more"

"ONE FOR HALE, HALE FOR ALL"

champoy

Farah's Birthday!

2005-08-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

OMG! it's Farah's birthday and only had the chance to greet her 1230. Wala akong load kaya natagalan but better late than never. Hindi na xa nagreply kasi baka busy na rin yun sya sa work at of course baka busy ang phone kakausap sa honey nya. ;-)

Hindi ko naremind ang mga KOKO friends ko kasi hindi ako nakaOL, pero nakitext ako sa officemate ko at natext ko si Dingdong. Tamang-tama lang pala at nagtext ako kasi muntikan na niyang makalimutan. Sa sobrang busy nga naman ng tao. 0_o

So far my day was good! Walang hassle!

life...

2005-08-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

Kagabi pumunta ako sa huling araw ng lamay ng former barangay captain namin na namatay last August 14 kasi nabunggo ng isang sasakyan. Kainis kasi nagbrown-out at ang lakas ng ulan. nakauwi na kami ni mama ng 2200.

Ngayong umaga umattend na rin kami sa burial rites. Grabeh ang laki ng pamilya nya at infairness hindi matatawaran ang nagawa nya sa lugar namin. I never thought na mas matagal na pala siyang nagsilbi sa lugar namin, mas matagal pa kaysa kay marcos! Imagine that! he was the one responsible kung bakit ganito ang lugar namin ngayon. Siya ang nagpagawa ng lahat ng makikita nyong infrastracture sa lugar namin. From schools, chapel, market and covered court. Kaya lang minsan may ugali talaga tayong hindi maiiwasan, kaya nga hindi rin natin maiiwasan na may nagkakasamaan ng loob. We're only humans who can feel! Kaya saan man po kayo ngayon, salamat, patawad, at hindi po kayo makakalimutan!

I received a text from Dimple and Rhei about sa result ng case nila Hero. After 2 or 3 months pa before ang resolution. sadness :'(

backbreaking, sore feet for Kadayawan

2005-08-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

A continuation on my last post...this is kinda long...

~_~Rivermaya moments~_~

Nagkita na kami ni Sybil mga 1830 nagkita rin pala sila ni Eileen, my HS classmate, manood pala ang brother nya ng Rivermaya rin. I'm still with Dimple kaso hindi siya manonood ng concert kaya around 2030 umuwi na siya at kami ni Sybil pumasok na sa venue ng concert with Sybil in her official Grounder t-shirt. Ang ticket na nabili namin ay for general admission kaya ang layo namin sa stage. I know the idea broke my sister's heart. The show just started meaning we have to listen pa to the front acts, Back by Midnight at Eric Gancio (vocals ng old band Yano). Actually astig ng BBM, all girls, naaliw ako sa music line nla, hard rock! Astig ng boses ng vocals nila, namiss ko na kasi manood ng live band na ganoon ang music. Naalala ko tuloy ang Slapshock moments ko. :-) Lalo na nung tumugtog cla ng Systems of a Down naalala ko ang college life ko! You rock guys! I enjoy your set kahit sakit na ng paa ko kakatayo! :-D

After their set, may door prizes pala sabi pa ni Sybil, "don't worry ate mananalo tayo. Ano ba mga ticket numbers natin?" Check ko naman, nyaaayyy ang aga pala natin bumili nga tickets, 00086 at 00087. The first award was called. Nung sinabi ng emcee na ang second ticket number is 00086 sabi ni Sybil ulit, "Ako yun Sarz?" hahaha tawa ako ng tawa kasi nanalo si Sybil ng oven toaster! hahaha Pagkatapos nya makuha yung award nya sabi nya hindi na lng sya lalabas at naiwan ako doon sa general admission :'( huhuhu Naghanap kami ng paraan para ako makapasok. Danray, Eileen's brother, was supposed to be with Father Lando kaya baka ako pwde makihitch. Ng malaman namin na hindi na matutuloy si Father Lando, binenta daw nila ang ticket nila at gagamitin nila ang complimentary ticket. Yun! I had a plan in mind at ginawa namin yun ni Sybil with Danray's help. hahaha Less than a minute, nasa VIP section na kami! Saya!

Okay to cut my long story short, pupunta na sana kami ng CR ni Sybil ng makita ko c Ate Flor, road manager ng Maya, at sunod sunod ng dumating ang apat na nakaitim! waaaahhhh ang Rivermaya dumating na! Sayang lang talaga at hindi digital ang dala kung camera kung hindi sana may pictures na with them. Sa backstage kami ulit dumaan at nilapitan ko c Ate Flor ang tanga ko lang kasi sinabi ko na grounder din po from Davao, eh hindi ko nasabi name ko at si Sybil na nakaground shirt eh nauna! Sayang! Pinatapos lang nila ang Yano sa pagkanta nila ng kanilang set at sasabak na ang Mayas! Hindi ko na binilang kung ilang songs iyon basta marami. Astig lang ng intro nila sa 214. Amazing talaga magdala ni MikeE ng gitara! The best din mag-drums ni Mark wow! Si birthday boy Japs lakas at ang gwapo pa rin! At syempre si Rico na binaba talaga ang crowd kaya tayuan agad ang audience. Si Sybil ayon ang saya-saya kasi nakita nila Japs, Mark at Mike ang shirt nya at naacknowledge siya. Siya pa ang naging tulay ng ibang fans ng RM na hindi pa alam ang names nila Japs at Mike. Saya talaga ni sister! Susunod na ang mga pictures....

~_~Advance Birthday party ni Farah~_~

Around 1230mn na natapos ang concert kaya nagtaxi na kami ni Sybil papunta sa bahay ni Farah. Tulog na si Norlan at Luv2x sayang hindi tuloy kami nakapag-usap tsk tsk. Hindi pala dumating sila Richard, Dingdong, Glenn at Venus. Buti na lang nakaattend c Feb (George's long lost friend :-D) Nakipag-inuman pa si George, Chem at Farah sa kanya. Lowbat na ang lahat kaya around 0230 eh natulog na kami.

Kainis talaga itong si Norlan nagising tuloy ako ng maaga! Buti na lang din at good mood kasi hindi nagalit at sobrang late ko dumating. Nagpapagising pala siya kapag dumating na ako dahil pala maaga ang plano nilang umalis. May exam si Luv2x ng 0800 sa Tagum pero iyon sa kapaguran eh 0600 na sila nagising at nakipagkwentuhan pa hahaha ito talagang si Norlan/George/Feb eh hindi pa rin matigil and pag-utot. Palagi na lang ito. Kumbaga trademark na iyan ng KOKO na kapag umaga pinapalanghap sa iba ang mabahong hangin na naipon nila sa magdamag! I missed them so much! It's been a long while when we used to hang around a lot, as in a LOT! I missed my drinking moments with them when my alcohol tolerance plus my capacity to sleep as short as 30minutes. Those were the days my friends!

We have no definite plans yet later this afternoon that's why we just talk and talk and sleep and talk. Guess who was their hotseat this time. ME! Binalikan na naman nila ang issue namin! Haaay I wanted it to stop and I thought tapos na nga talaga and this time put a closure on it. Pero grabeh pa rin makakantyaw si George. Mantakin mong balikan ba daw ang nangyari last May of 2003. Nyaaay ang tagal na nun! Panahon na sana daw iyon pero pinalampas ko. :-D Sa totoo lang this is my first time to finally come out of my cocoon..joke! First time ko lang talaga inamin and once and for all na I DID, gusto ko siya fine, kakahiya kasi andun pa si Sybil. Denial talaga ako when it comes to that topic pero this time strong na ako para e-fez ang reality. At takot lang naman talaga ako ng rejection, na kahit pa man nagdedeny ako eh feeling ko rejected na ako. drama ba? ;-) Later i found out na nahotseat na rin pala siya noong last time na nagsleep over kami kina Farah. Mabalik ako doon sa May 2003 issue, actually aware na ako nun na nagbabalak kaya nga hesitant ako magstay pa kasi alam ko na ang mga pangyayari, gawain ko rin yan noh! Hinde ko alam pano ako magrereact when I was told by Jibai, our common friend, na he did ask opinion about courting a very close friend. Nakakatuwa naman very flaterring to know na boto sila sa loveteam namin! According to Farah, Dayang knew about it but I doubt it. Bumabalik pa rin ang aking fear about rejection na baka hindi ako matanggap ng family nya, though alam na ni Ate Weng (his older siter) at Rose (his cousin). Pero bakit ba ngayon pa ito naglalabasan lahat? Ngayon pa na I had given up on him and decided to close our book. (But according to George, we can always open a new book! You really amuse me George!) Ang hirap na kasi ng situation namin ngayon, we have our own priorities. We don't even bother to drop message to each other kahit isang click lang yan sa cellphone namin. Hindi ko nga pala alam ano na gamit nyang number ngayon ang dami na kasi. Promise, nasaktan na ako maraming beses sa kanya at siguro nagmature na ako kasasaktan. Martyr na nga ako kung tutuusin eh, harap-harapan na nga eh pero smile pa rin ako. Hindi niya siguro alam ito kasi sa tuwing nagkakasama kami hindi nya nafefeel ang sakit na dama ko. Grabeh ang haba na ng litanya ko. I should have this on another topic pero part ito ng nangyari eh kaya dito na lang xa. PS. todo build up si Farah sa amin dalawa kasi nagseselos si Erwin kay Dingdong. hahaha tingnan ko lang. ;-)

Setting: Doon pa rin sa bahay nila Farah, pagkatapos namin pag-usapan ang pangyayari sa aming barkada nilaro namin ang 500 pieces jigsaw puzzle ni Farah. nagsimula siguro kami nga mga 0900. Grabeh ang sakit na sa mata pero nakakaadik talaga ang puzzle. Isa isa ng naligo kami pero hindi pa rin natitigil ang pagsosolve. Ayaw na nga iwan kahit kakain na ng lunch! Si Norlan nagtext, nagtatanong saan ba daw ang gimik kasi si RG nasa SM isa sa mga workmen ng isang activity doon. Pero wala pa ring definite plans eh. Enjoy kami lahat sa puzzle!

Nagtext si Ate Ems if andun ba daw kami ni Dimple sa SM. Naku mas worthwhile pa ang ginagawa namin kaysa sa mga nangyayari doon. Sayang talaga kasi sana magkikita at magkakasama na sana kami sa backstage if ever natuloy si Hero. We could have bonded more pero okay lang yan Ate Ems, Dimple at Hero hindi pa siguro ito ang tamang panahon na magsasama tayo. Dahil kung andito kayo, ang long story na ito ay hindi sana ganito ang theme. All of these are happenning because it has its own purpose. Patience is a Virtue!

Mga 1700 na kami magdecide na umalis at pumunta ng Victoria Plaza. Manonood sana kami ng sine pero parang makakatulog lang ako doon. Hindi na talaga nakakaya ng katawan ko. Ang baba na ng tolerance ko sa mga ganitong gimikan. Pang 24hours na lang siguro ako. Nasanay na kasi ako na 2200 eh tulog na ako at gumigising the next day ng 0630. Manood sana kami ng concert ng Southborder at ni Barbie Almabis pero tila uulan kaya we decided we call it a night na and thanks to Farah for her advance party! Papauwi na kami na makasalubong namin ang mga kapatid ko at pinagbawalan na hindi na manonood ng concert dahil baka nga umulan at umuwi na lang.

Home sweet home! My mama just arrived home too. All of my body is aching and in my deep sleep immediately!

my Kadayawan adventures

2005-08-20T17:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling well! Pero kailangan na maging malakas kasi ang dami kung appointments! :-D

I arrived late sa usapan namin ni Shawty, now sa Lobby Lounge ng Marco Polo Hotel. There I met Shawty, of course, Nicole and Jerry. Kasama ko rin c Hermie. Lakad lang sa labas kasi may Indak2x contest. Grabeh ang init! Para kaming nililitson! hahaha Later we decided sa PTA Grounds kami meron kasing Agro Trade show doon. Nakabili ako ng earring! hahaha first time ko tinanggal ang fave kung earring. ;-) Lakad, tingin, lakad, tingin, lakad, tingin, bili. hehehe After a very tiring walk nag-Halo-halo kami ang sarap ng ice! Usap usap na lang muna kami at ang sarap kakwentuhan ni Shawty at Nicole, two thumbs up guys at salamat sa company!

credit to shawty

Around 2:30 I think nagpaalam na kami ni Dimple kasi may e-meet pa kaming iba. I received a text from Sybil na ililibre nya daw ako sa Rivermaya concert later this evening. waaaaahhh astig mo sister! While waiting for my sister and killing the time kami ni Dimple palakad-lakad lang kami sa NCCC Mall. Actually we both are depressed kasi ito na sana yung time na pinakahihintay namin. Kasi supposed to be kasama c Hero ngayon sa mga visitors haaaayyyy sadness to the max :'(

my upcoming schedule

2005-08-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today's supposed to be a non-working holiday dito sa Davao dahil Kadayawan na. Pero nire-schedule ng company namin to have it na lang tomorrow kaya ito work. :'(

Hindi ko alam pano mafit ang schedule ko tomorrow ;-) pero I know makakaya ko ito hahaha. BisDak, Hermie and KOKO. See you all tomorrow! Nagpaalam na rin ako kay Mama about this.

I had a short talk with Mymy sabi nya confirm daw ang Cueshe sa September 10 sa The Venue, 150-200 ang ticket at Hale sa October 28. Hindi lang siya sure kung Venue ang maghahandle ng Hale or baka iba at baka din daw exclusive gig ito. Sana nga open to public ito at magbabayad talaga ako ng ticket kahit magkano pa! Of course Hale na yan! Nainvite ko rin siya about a sleep over kina Farah tomorrow pero hindi pa nya alam kasi manood daw sila ng Nyoy&Nina.

I had a massage today kasi ang sakit na talaga ng likod at right hand ko dahil siguro the way I use my computer mouse. Nakakangalay at na-eexert ako ng force at alam nyo pano ang law ng gravity, basta PHYSICS! :-D

Nagtext c shawty 0011 kami magkikita tomorrow sa I love sushi sa SM.

lonesome day

2005-08-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

Dapat sana may gimik ulit kami tonight kaso wala akong gana at parang pagod ako kaya hindi na rin tinuloy nila Jezel ang night out. :'(

Nakachat ko c shawty, ayeza and some of the other bisaya bloggers. Feeling close ako agad sa kanila at ang friendly nila for sure. ;-) Nang-e-invite c shawty na umattend ako sa birthday party ng pinsan nya para makapag-usap kami for Saturday's eb. Pero hindi rin ako pumunta kasi nga kacacancel ko lang sa gimick ng classmates ko. :'(

Pagkatapos ng office eh umuwi na ako sa bahay at nanuod lang ng tv. Right to Royalty sa MTV.

11th month na ni Papa sa Heaven at miss na miss na namin siya. Sana satisfied siya of what I am doing to our family.

a girl's night out

2005-08-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

Nag-absent ako sa work pra sabayan si Kresta sa aming Alma Mater (USEP) pra kunin namin ang kanyang dimploma at TOR. Lunch time na din kaming natapos kaya nilibre nya ako. Later we decided na gumimik na diretso with college classmates. Drop nya muna ako sa PWC pra makipagkita kay Hermie din later magkikita na lang kami sa Kuya Eds. Pagdating namin dun, nakita namin agad ang ATO girls, Analou, Ressie at Jusmin. Coincidentally nagkita kami ni Loida, doon pala nagcelebrate ng birthday si Sony. (Schoolmate in USEP na dating kasamahan ni Loida, classmate in HS, sa Nokia). What a small world talaga! While waiting for my other classmates and Kresta chumichika na lng muna kay Loida at konti kay Sony na busy sa pag-entertain ng kanyang mga bisita. Pagdating nila Jezel at Leah nauna na kaming kumain kahit wala pa c Kresta.

Enjoy talaga ako kapag kasama ko ang mga taong ito! Kainis lang din kasi wala ng naiwan sa mga boys namin. Si Johnny umuwi sa kanila dahil nag-aalaga sya sa Mama nya na may sakit at si Francis naman eh simula ng magkagirlfriend uli eh bumalik sa dating buhay, according to Leah. :-D Kakaenjoy talaga at namiss ko sila kahit pa may text. Salamat pala talaga kay Kresta sa libre at sa uulitin! Yung mga pictures pala eh wala pang naeemail maski isa kaya to follow na lng!

embarassing

2005-08-16T08:13:00.000+08:00

i had fun last night wid my college classmates pero later na ang story dun.

kakahiya tlga kc nagbabasa pala c leah sa aking mga blog. kakahiya kasi trying hard maxado ang aking english..bwahahahaha sabi ko nga lalagyan ko pa ito ng disclaimer or notice to the public para walang pakialamanan. hahaha okay lng naman kay leah ang mga posts ko ako lang tlga yung nahihiya. bwahahaha

nag-iisip pa ako kung ano isusulat ko sa disclaimer ko. leah help! joke! basta ang lahat ng post ko d2 is based lang sa mundo ni sarz kaya lahat ng subject-verb agreement, word meanings, and the like ay galing sa Sarz' English World and dictionary. bwahahaha kaya walang pakialamanan! enjoy nlng!

wet and wild with hale

2005-08-14T08:16:00.000+08:00

my day started with a slight headache. i went to work but not feeling well really. was it all because i will be seeing hale this evening? tell me? around 2pm, i think, they guested on KB89.1, sponsored radio station. I didn't heared it all but my officemates relayed that Champ knows and understands bisaya "Gamay lang kaayo. Kasabot ko ug bisaya pero mag-istorya gamay lang kaayo" (Just a little. I undestand bisaya but knew some little to speak of words), something like that. He was born anyway here in Davao. Then, around 430pm I received a text from Ate Leah, "Sarz, andito sa SM ang Hale, daming tao!" wow! I decided not to come to SM because I know lots of people will be coming but save the best this evening.

After work, I went home, getting ready and left. Arrived 6pm and had dinner with Sybil and Dimple. Marian arrived then when Arlene and Francis came it rained very hard. Oh! what a night! The venue (Blue Post 2) was an opened area. We/I don't want to missed the moment, so when it stop pouring really hard, we walked to the venue already, there were crowds already, good thing we bought our tickets 3 days ago. When we entered all the chairs with big umbrellas over them were taken and just took all the drenched chairs and just a few steps from the stage. The rain started to poured on very hard, people started to opened their umbrellas. It was still 8pm and Hale will start around 10pm or so. The emcees, one stupid gay (i don't know his name) and nina reid (who had the weirdest slang accent) and and frontact band (girl vocalist with a big voice) nevermind. It started to irritates me, me and my friend, almost soaked with rain so we decided to left our space and headed to a place we won't be drenched more. When I felt its almost time for Hale's set, I knew we have to come back to our place and so I did with my sister. (Hermie left already and had not glimpse on any of the band members). When people at the back started to scream, I know they're there already so I ready my camera. I missed Sheldon who passed very quickly and so with Omnie. Then it was Roll, i had a shot but he put his hand on his face so its worthless :'( Eventhough it was raining, I have to stay at one side to that I could take a picture of Champ and when I did this is the thing I got

Okay to cut the long gap between what happen, i'll start again when they started to climbed up the stage. The people started to scream again! waaahhhh. They were tuning up the gadgets and people keeps on shouting! I cannot blame them for I am too shouting! :) Champ thanked us because depsite the rain and all, we stayed. But of course!

They started with Take No, then Runaway, Wishing, Blue Sky, Broken Sonnet then they cover Yellow of Coldplay. By the time they sung Blue Sky, the rain started to poured down again but we never left our places we just took our umbrellas on. The remaining songs were Kung Mawala Ka, The day you said goodnight and lastly Kahit Pa. Of course the crowd sung with Hale! When Champ said that it will be there last song, people cried for more but I know the time is up and too much of something is bad. People started to go home already. I wanted to go to the Hotel like what we did with my Hero last time but it was late already, the lobby is dark already so I said to myself it was a wet and wild night.

here are some of the pictures I had, well enjoy!

seven...

2005-08-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

Seven things that scare you:
1. GHOST
2. darkness
3. sun star dead (no solar system anymore)
4. not providing enough for my mother, sister and brother
5. living them behind for so long (but i have to)
6. the thought of losing my friends
7. no music around me

Seven things you like the most:
1. my family
2. my friends (KOKO, College & HS classmates and dearest officemates)
3. my faith
4. my Harry Potter (hardbound) collection
5. my other books
6. my CDs
7. my pictures

Seven random facts about you:
1. i love music
2. i love to read books (also ebooks)
3. i drink a lot when I was still in college
4. but now, not anymore
5. i have 3 piercings in one ear (one not in used)
6. i am the #1 fan of my friend's band Eaucharist
7. Maka-Hero Angeles

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. live like a queen or a superstar or a rockstar
2. acquire all in my wishlists
3. sex with brandon boyde or him (norlan knows him)
4. served my countrymen (not in politics)
5. organize another woodstock event with Pinoy bands
6. do some if not all the consequences in rebel billionaire (and die doing it)
7. billboard in Big Apple with my noble achievement/s

Seven things you can do:
1. i can eat
2. i can drink
3. i can sleep
4. i can brush my teeth
5. i can take a bath
6. i can drink more and get drunk
7. i can live without my mobile phone when I am not going anywhere

Seven things you can't do:
1. i can't swim
2. i can't say no to my friend's invitation
3. i can't quarrel with bestfriend Norlan anymore
4. i can't live without my mobile phone when I am going somewhere
5. i can't live without music
6. i can't think more
7. i can't think more and more

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1. eyes
2. built
3. talents
4. attitude
5. friendly family, relatives and friends(?)
6. ability to drink (he should be good and suave)
7. music preferences

Seven things you say the most:
1. haller
2. wazzup
3. guys...
4. grrrr
5. yawa
6. animal
7. sonofabitch (way, way back. no more this time)

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):
1. henry angeles
2. atom (forgot his surname; of breakfast)
3. champ lui-pio
4. mike elgar
5. christian bautista
6. brandon boyde
7. bush lead singer (kainis nakalimutan ko name nya)

Seven people you want to see to take this quiz:
1. you
2. me
3. us
4. them
5. him
6. her
7. someone who knew how to do it

bad manners versus "manloloko"

2005-08-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

it's so irritating talking to an old man saying bad manners will never have bad karma but only those who fooled other people.

i encountered this stupid old man who keeps on calling our 2 landlines then just drop it dead when you said your greetings. or even if he talks to you, he will shout out "stupid!". isn't that irritating when early in the morning and you just started working? i just heard that he is taking his law board exam and can you imagine that telephone manners he is doing to us. would you allow a soon-to-be lawyer (if he will pass since it his second time) with that attitude to handle your case? will you better think again.

we accept our faults but his attitude doesn't?

waaattt? sold out?

2005-08-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

i wasn't able to watch mymp's gig at The Venue because 1 week ago the tickets were sold out! Good thing Arlene and Francis was able to buy that already purchased 2 tickets because the buyer backout in attending. I tried calling Mymy but sad to say she doesn't have it too! What I had in mind was to subscribe again to globe's nonstoptxt and talked to both of them during the gig.

What happen was:

approx 1800 txt arlene wazzup?
replied, she was still at home and getting ready.

approx 1930 they were with the crowd already lining up to go inside the venue.
they were at the back of the long line, as in loooong line.

approx 2000 they were inside the place already and at the second floor, near the billiard tables.
stepping into the tables to get a closer view of the stage below. :'(

by the time they started, arlene ran out with load, so i said listen very well so that she can sing it to me when we see each other again. hahaha no pictures because the batteries wasn't charge and its useless because the stage were too far from them. Juris and Chin would looked ants! hahaha

unli

2005-08-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

how worthwhile unli nowadays?

when my sister texted me that globe now offers 15/day unlimited texting, i told myself, will i grab this offer? thinking i am not into textmates but only needs it when i am meeting friends and cannot afford to buy prepaid cards this days, i said, later maybe if i need it. knowing i have still that minimum amount to subscribe, i tried. and nothing worthy topic to text, forwarded messages was my game! i forwarded some if not almost all of my stored messages in my inbox to all of my co-globe users.

later, i received a text from my college classmate/friend, Vimberly, that she too is unlimited. Now my 24-hour subcription is worthy because I was able to know updates about her. I thought she will be here in Davao for good but she's back in Manila now. She told me also she's still with Rustjohn and going stronger. Rustjohn made it big in Manila too, he just came back from Malaysia for a seminar or some sort and now soon to be assigned in the USA. Vimberly said maybe end of this year or early next year. They are planning to tie the knot before he left for the USA. Wow! Remembering the times in college with how they both ended up with each other, the moments with them both at the IC Local Council, Rustjohn (Auditor) and I (Vice-Governor) hold office. The first time Vimberly was badly broken hearted by that stupid guy and slapped him in front of us. hahaha The first time i was told that Rustjohn courted her. Oh those times, i missed those times!

so much with my dramas, I wish them both happiness and beautiful babies! kita kits tayo sa Amerika Vim and RJ!

missed...

2005-08-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

the long wait is over for today is the day! me and my high school classmates were invited to Leah's son, Karle Gabriel, first birthday.

I (2 minutes late) met up with Beverly (as usual) at Merco around 5:02pm and later decided to wait for Ariel (5 minutes late), Ernest (10-15 minutes late), Mylene (who arrived unexpextedly, coz she thought were going the other way, 20 minutes) and Eileen (i think an hour late). Beverly was about to lose her temper buti na lang napigilan ko.

We arrived 6:30pm at andun na cla Grace, Ofelia (after her wedding last April, who didn't invite us) and Chebelle (who for the longest time hindi ko nakita). So ayon the party just started with games for the children and Mommy Leah was still busy with the children and the other guests. While waiting, chikka muna ang mga missed people. First time in the history na hindi kami nakaimik nila Bebs, Mylene, Ariel at Ernest kasi naman ang lahat ng present eh mga registered teachers and they were discussing their own world and we cannot relate. :) So when around 8pm Loida and Benedict arrived na basang sisiw kasi ang lakas ng ulan nabuhay na din kami!

After they have eaten, picture-picturan na, ang busy pa rin ni Leah kasi nagpapatulog na siya kay Gabb. wala nga akong picture ni Gabb kasi antok na at ayaw humiwalay kay Mommy. Kaya ask nlng ako ng copy ng pictures kay Beverly during our first visit sa house nila Leah. Some of the pictures are here:

(in between while waiting for everybody to arrive. Ariel brought this special game cube I loved to play, the ruvic's cube. i tried solving it and found out on the third layer i forgot the combination to come out a cross pattern. i didn't force myself yet because later, little did I know, Ariel lend me the cube. Now I can practice on my own to refresh my mind on the formula and solution of it.!)

revenge

2005-07-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

as a sign of my word i took my leave of absence in the middle of report making. i did this to make them realize how important my share on their things. i only did this to refresh their mind! wake up! i didn't open my phone so that they can't contact me and I will not be disturbed!

so when i resume work the next, i was fetch by our company driver because i have to be in the main office to do all the works/reports that they did not finished yesterday. well my revenge was nothing now! i arrived 9am already and wrapped things out before 3pm. and when i finished, i did not plan to resume work at the plant since by the time i will arrived there it would be time to go. so i stayed at my sister's office after i dropped my letter at NCCC.

anyway, since its ate weng's birthday, i texted norlan, who was with richard, fetch me and drove at their house. it's good to see dingdong and everybody in their clan. i missed talking to dayang and ysan even ariana who still remembered me. i just heard that gogo got a girl pregnant and that they both decided not to marry each other. i was just wonderin' how did dingdong reacted on this thinking that his younger brother is soon-to-be dad! well anyway, congrats to them!

catchin' up

2005-07-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

Well I haven't posted for almost 3 weeks and now im catchin' up x(

Family thing/matter, last July 16 was my Lola's bday. Since I been busy with work for 2-days straight I decided to take my half day and went directly to the St. John beach which is the venue. I ate a lot of lechon and desserts (no rice). Sung one song on the videoke (Close by Paolo Santos and score 91, my highest score so far. ;D ) Frances, my brother, wasn't able to attend because he had class at that time and everybody was looking for him. I missed my cousin Love-love (Claudee Arra Sales). We haven't got the chance to talk during my father's wake and burial so now we catched up. We talked much of her life since I want to know more about her. How was she with her new life and because of no updates on her since childhood or my childhood I was shocked when I heard that she has a biological sister with whom I don't know personally and now leaving in Pantukan. After that event we were able to keep our communication via texting. I learned so much more now from her life. How we both love reading and I promised her to lent my Harry Potter books.

Work, well it sucked big time more now. Always the caused of my brother's quarrel. We didn't have our salary now for almost 6 weeks now. Imagine that! I promised him that I'll buy his school requirement but due to the fact that I don't have a single penny I could not. And because of that, I had planned my revenge. hahahaha I'll want them to feel how important I am. hmmp Imagine that I had attended a seminar and have to be back at the office to finished a report and went home 11PM and asked again on my second day at the seminar to do the same. How dare they are?! I'll take my leave tomorrow and feel my presence!

Life, I missed my kadas, hermie my HE and alyansa family, and my getaways with my kadas and my ASAY team (according to Allan)! Got the chance to sms Norlan and he said that I have to set a date for our kadas because Glenn misses us already and so do I. And since our city festivities is soon to come (August) got loads of activity or some sort. Some are these:

August 6 - MYMP at the Venue (c/o Marian)
August 10 - MYMP at Assumption HS (c/o Kiar)
August 13 - Hale at SM followed by a bar gig (c/o Hale's mailing list)
August 20 - Rivermaya at NCCC Mall 10pm (c/o The Ground, Rivermaya's Mailing List)
August 21 - Hale again in Davao no venue yet (c/o Hale's mailing list)

I think loads of Manila artists are coming here because of the KADAYAWAN.

Harry Potter effects!

2005-07-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

Gosh! my classmate Leah sent me a copy of the HP&HBP e-book copy. Actually my budget didn't allow me to purchase the hardbound copy that will add up to my collection this time but hopefully soon! But since I'm dying to know already the story, please bear with me.

I downloaded it July 18 6pm and started reading it the next day. I only got the chance to finished it first because while during work and my bosses eyes are away from me, I changed my monitor to the Acrobat Reader where my Harry Potter reading is. My eyes sore, promise, with or without lights here in the office i read it!

Now on the story, ooopppsss spoiler for those who haven't started reading it.

Just recently surfed on JKR's website about how she started the first chapter of HBP. Wizarding world really communicates with the Muggles! The story talks more about he-who-must-not-be-named and how the half-blood-prince's helping Harry with his potion class. Of course there's a new DADA teacher and you all won't believe it. I thought it would be the wizard Dumbledore pursuade using Harry but it turn out to be Snape. All of the them cannot believe it! There were not much of a Harry/Hermione/Ron versus Malfoy situation but Malfoy's been doing things that caught Harry's attention. Most of the moment Hermione and Ron keeps on fighting and ending with not talking with each other.

What makes me loved the book most was with Harry's new love affair. I can't believe it when Leah preempted what would happen. I loved it really, they are indeed the best for each other. But later in the story it saddened me really. But how understanding Ginny was, was really the bestest attribute that makes me more like here and hopefully JKR will let them end up together on the 7th book. Of course with Harry with Ginny, that would left us a Ron-Hermione tandem (JKR may think about this though).

On the saddest part of the story that shocked me while reading it was that everything was done unexpectedly! I cannot believed it. How the last of the series will be without him. Will they open again Howgarts? How will Harry fight Vodlemort? I did try analyzing this things. Hermione, Ron and Ginny will help Harry with his quest. Knowing Hermione to be the miss-know-it-all, she will be reading more and more books and with Ron and Ginny's wit they will succeed of course!

On the lighter note, I am very much excited with the HP & GOF movie on theaters November 18. This is a date promise and have been visiting mugglenet.com for updates.

i think i'm in love...

2005-07-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

i don't know what has gotten into me but this past few days, i'm so so so so into Hale! Hale is: Roll Martinez, Champ Lui-Pio, Omnie Saroca, and Sheldon Gellada. Visit their site. The songs rocks, the melody so lovely, the videos so capturing and to top it all ang gwapo ni Champ! With all due respect to other members they also have their own distict qualities but for me I am for Champ. Gosh, what else can I say, he just captured my heart! I'm so gaga over him, I don't know when will this stop. I wanted to see him personally (they do not have yet Davao gig schedule) and just kiss him! His eyes just so beautiful, if Medusa's eyes can turn you into a stone, well Champ's make you melt!

So looking forward to seeing them perform live! Mark my words and the story will be here!

ups and down part 2

2005-07-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I called Sybil's office around 2pm but her officemate told me she's still in the clinic. After a while they called me up telling we have to admit her to Brokenshire Hospital. I was lost with my emotions. I don't know what to do. They told me I have to come over immediately so that I can usher her to the hospital but I can't due to some financial reason. Good thing mom was there.

this morning i received a text from Leonelyn saying Sybil's okay for release. Her blood platelets been on the normal range already. Well Thank you Lord for these.

ups and downs

2005-06-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

What a day, Sybil called me to inform that she's having a slight dengue. OMG i'm just glad she had it checked with their resident doctor early.

Later that afternoon she texted me to help her decide if they'll continue in renting a place. As for the moment, I prefer they move out or try looking for another good place. I don't want to risk other of my siblings with getting dengue anytime soon. At least Sybil can have her medication free for she's a regular employee already. It's just that today is not the right time to get into diseases or the like.

On the lighter note, we attended the monthly healing mass at our Parish and the presider is Fr. Dexter. He was glad the charistmatic group invited him to preside the mass. The homily talks about forgiving.

Gloriagate Tape Scandal

2005-06-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

Will this is my first post regarding the current situation of the Philippines. I was so curious of that tapped conversation cd of PGMA and a COMELEC Commisioner. Then now she admitted in the whole Philippines that she was indeed in the girl in the cd and she asked forgiveness.

What's that supposed to mean? I am torn of the situation. I voted her to be the President but just because she was so anxious to know the final result, she have to call a commisioner which is not supposed to be done by any politics running during that time. And now the opposition are doing things to oust her.

What will happen to the Philippines? x(

San Antonio Spurs rules!

2005-06-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

I'm at work so I didn't got the chance to see it on time. When Detroit won the game6, at Spurs homecourt, of the 7 game series for 2005 NBA finals I feel agitated, why because the final game will be at Detroit but now they won! We just got a text from Mykis friend who had the chance to watch it. Duncan's MVP!

more story here

Mars getting near Earth and as big as the Moon

2005-06-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Galen forwarded a msg this afternoon and it says everything below. I'm so excited that I really mark my calendar and alarm my cellphone so that I could take a view of it. And if this is really true, I know media will be sensationalizing this and I'm sure I will never forget to take a view. When I go home this evening, I saw the moon, its full moon, and take a picture of it. Wait till I upload it. I wonder if this supposed Mars getting near our planet will be this big. I imagine having two moons for our planet. :)

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The Red Planet is about to be spectacular! This month and next, Earth is catching up with Mars in an encounter that will culminate in the closest approach between the two planets in recorded history. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Due to the way Jupiter's gravity tugs on Mars and perturbs its orbit, astronomers can only be certain that
Mars has not come this close to Earth in the Last 5,000 years, but it may be as long as 60,000 years before it happens again.

The encounter will culminate on August 27th when Mars comes to within 34,649,589 miles of Earth and will be (next to the moon) the brightest object in the night sky. It will appear in a magnitude of -2.9 and will appear 25.11 arc seconds wide, at a modest 75-power magnification.

Mars will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. Mars will be easy to spot. At the beginning of August it will rise in the east at10p.m. and reach its azimuth at about 3a.m.

By the end of August when the two planets are closest, Mars will rise at nightfall and reach its highest point in the sky at 12:30a.m. That's pretty convenient to see something that no human being has seen in recorded history. So, mark your calendar at the beginning of August to see Mars grow progressively brighter and brighter throughout the month.

Share this with your children and grandchildren . NO ONE ALIVE TODAY WILL EVER SEE THIS AGAIN.

VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING

2005-06-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

I know its bad for my current condition, but amongst the choices its my fave...and you know what the Psychiatrists' analyzation fits me right!

here goes..

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Ok Everyone....time to take the Dessert Test!!! If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose? Pick your dessert, then look to see what Psychiatrists think about you.After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box above.

(Sorry you can only pick one)

1. Angel Food Cake
2. Brownies
3. Lemon Meringue
4. Vanilla cake with Chocolate Icing
5. Strawberry Short Cake
6. Chocolate on Chocolate
7. Ice Cream
8. Carrot Cake

NO. You can't change your mind once you scroll down! So think carefully what your choice will be!

OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what research says About you!

1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE... Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times.

2. BROWNIES... You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction.You tend to be very loyal.

3. LEMON MERINGUE... Smooth, sexy, & articulate with your hands, you are an excellent after-dinner speaker and a good teacher. But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, but you have many friends.

4. VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING... Fun-loving, sassy, humorous. not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lack motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker. Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.

5. STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE... Romantic, warm, loving. You care about Other people, can be counted on in a pinch and expect the same in return. Intuitively keen. Can be very emotional.

6. CHOCOLATE ON CHOCOLATE... Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.

7. ICE CREAM... You like sports, whether it be baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.

8. CARROT CAKE... You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends.

**********DON'T FORGET - PUT YOUR CHOICE OF DESSERT IN SUBJECT BOX ABOVE BEFORE YOU FORWARD**********

Happy Father's Day

2005-06-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

Now is the time me and my siblings supposed to pay in return our Papa's sacrifices for giving us good life and education. But sad to say I have passed all the opportunities I have when he was still with us. We woke up early, with our mother's persistent demand to get up already or we might be late for mass. Unexpectedly, we were all wearing white. The mass presider was Fr. Jun Gimeno and his sermos talks about our "crosses" (heavy burdens). Father joked, during one of his masses, he asked the parishioners to raised up their crosses, i mean the literal cross, but he was surprised when a woman tried to carry her husband up. Before Father Jun gave his final blessing, he asked all the fathers and mother-who-are-fathers to approach the altar to blessed them. I was thinking that time that Papa should be among them if the Lord didn't plan to have him early in His kingdom.

After the mass, we visited Papa in the cemetery and light some candle and offered a prayer. Later, we went home already.

Happy Father's day again Papa. We love you so much and we missed badly!

Later this afternoon....

I met up with Beverly at Merco to pick up our gift which is a cake for Vincent, Loida's son, our godchild. When we were about to go home, Eileen and Mylene arrived and so we decided to stay. We took some pictures and after an hour we said goodbye already.

My Long List for June

2005-06-05T09:06:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...wats really up with June...well I have my long lists...

June 3 - Wedding day of my friends Mitchel and Mymy (unexpectedly ;) ), also JLU's bday
June 8 - Birthdays ng mga prens ko na cna...Beverly, Francis and Norlan's Mom
June 8 - Overnight sleep at Farah's with Dingdong, GeorgeChem, GlennVenus and MitchelMymy
June 11 - Attend San Antonio de Padua Village Fiesta care off Allan's sister.
June 12 - Philippines Independence Day! Pinoy ako and I'm proud to be one!
June 13 - Leah's house visit and my first time to see her baby Gabriel, so cute! With Beverly and Grace.
June 15 - Visit HS classmate Vincent's mom's wake. (Beverly, Earnest, JB, Lexter, Eileen, Tampos, Rowena, Roselyn and Jemmalyn)
June 19 - Philippines' National Hero Jose Rizal's birthday; likewise Loida's little boy Vincent's birthday
June 28 - Sybil's 21st birtday

M&M - Mitchel & Myrafil

2005-06-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

Got a text yesterday from Norlan if Dingdong would like to attend the wedding. I'm so clueless till this morning. Norlan called me around 10AM that we will attend the wedding. I was surprise when I heard the name of the soon-to-be-wed couple. I did not receive any invitation from them so I thought it was all a joke. But when Norlan sound irritated I know he's not kidding, Mymy and Mitchel are really getting married. What I don't understand is that why so rushed. I know they will soon be at this stage, but I never thought this soon.

Anyway, after hearing the news I asked permission from MCBR if it's okay for me to attend since I'm at work. I don't know how to ask permission so I have to be honest. I told MCBR that I'm going to attend MSN's weeding. (MSN used to work here) Like what my reaction was MCBR was also shock.

Moving on, I went home at 2PM to freshen up before meeting my friends Dingdong and Norlan (George ain't coming) at SM to buy some gift before proceeding to MSN's house. We arrived there to fetch Mitchel since he'll be riding with us in Norlan's car. I don't know if someone close to them somehow may able to come across my blog but I have to somehow share my experience. My friend bougt 4 cans of RH for Mitchel. Maybe he wants to have the additional confidence since its his "first time" to get married. We're (with Mitchel's sister, Love-love) all laughing in the car on our way to the venue. There was that time that we saw a forlorn and said that might be a sign of whatever ahead of them. My friend teased Mitchel if we're really going to the venue or direct to Pantukan. ;) We also asked him what's their theme song, he said that for now, Stand Alone by Godsmack. We all know that it was all just a joke.

We arrived at Sunny Point Restaurant in Maa, Davao City. I haven't seen Mymy for 5 months and this is my first time, so I don't know what to say. While everybody were preparing for thier part, I was informed that I have to tell their love story since I was the one responsible for thier meeting. The ceremony was in civil but Mitchel and My2x walked the aisle. Afterwhich the vows then the signing of papers. Followed by the dinner and after dinner the program of which I'm part. At first I was hesistant to talk about it since it was a long time ago and that part of my life I wanted to erase. I had my story cut short because I don't want to let everybody knew the real story. What mistake I did was when I mentioned the exact date, February 6, 2003. I'm so ashamed of myself, of course Dingdong exclaimed, "Oh memorize pa ha!"

KOKO @ Norlan's Birthday: My forever Friends

2005-06-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

After that depressing situation after thinking alone, I had put on a good smile at my friends. It's good seeing bestest friends, right? I arrived while everybody (Glenn, Venus, Richard and George) were eating. I'm still with my brother of course. Seeing Venus after almost a year of absence (she worked in Pampanga) made my heart so happy. I even forgot to greet personally Norlan a happy birthday, I just said Hi to Mommy (Norlan's Mom) and took my lunch. My mood suddenly brighten. I talked to Venus and so shocked with her appearance. She doubled! She's not that old slim Venus who left us for worked last year. I cannot believe it! But whatever size she may have, Glenn's just so happy now that Venus' back. Sybil arrived since Venus texted her. After Richard finished his lunch, he rushed back to work. While Sybil left after chatting for a while with Venus, she left with my brother. Around 1:30PM Feb arrived already. We waited till he finished eating because we're going to church.

Story to be continue....i'll check my mails first...see yah around

the continuation....

We went Assumption Church then back to Talisay for some drinking session :) while waiting for Dingdong. When he arrived, we decided to fetch Farah at DMC then in DMS since she has worked then back at PVAO. We ate our dinner since its past 6pm already. It was time to say bye2x now for Norlan because he'll be driving back home while we stay more at Sage to continue their drinking session. They were laughing and everything and me back to the reality that I have a heavy heart...Around 8pm we called it all night and went home.

Judgement Day on Norlan's Birthday

2005-06-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

It's Norlan's birthday, I don't have load to text him this early...I'll see him anyway later this noon.

The concern I am going through now is how to persuade the people I'll be talking too. God Bless us all!

The time is up!

I was never humiliated like that ever, more now that I am professional. Sparing professionalism, I'm so hurt as a human being! I don't know how to say it, I'm lost for words. T'was like there's no such thing as letters to form not even a single word. I'm so depressed. I don't know how to give that moral support my brother will be needing, now that I'm so depressed! I can't think of anything but cry. The last time I cried was at my Papa's funeral 8 months ago. I know I have to fight this pain but for now, I wan't to be along first and think it over to come up strong. My heart and my mind are two worlds colliding!

The Saga begins...

2005-05-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

Got a call from Sybil that Mom called her informing Francis belongs to the evening session and that broke my heart. :( How am I going to provide it all with my very low salary? I don't know what to do... I just hope I can do something for it.

When they got home, Mom told me to try ask favor tomorrow. Again, another leave from work. I think I can't sleep well with these thoughts in my head. Actually I was planning not to come tomorrow for Norlan's birthday but since Mom asked me, might as well be there.

Sweet dreams for me!

Rivermaya plus The Misadventure of Maykis

2005-05-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

We just had our lunch at CGD's house. Thanks to the newlyweds, though FC lang tayo. hehehe. Laftrip talaga si Maykis kanina, akalain mo bang nahulog sa drainage. hahahahaha Ayan tuloy basa ang right foot nya..grabeh laftrip talaga...I'll not say more about that though she gave me consent already. Don't worry, we really took note of that event. Like what MCBR said, the moral lesson of that was: when you go ASAY bring with you extra...extra shirt, pants, undies and extra everything so you'll not worry if something goes wrong.

Forward, we were back to CGD's house around 6pm now with the real ASAY team, and Maykis much more careful. ;)

On the other hand, tonight's supposed to be Rivermaya's gig here in Davao. But Unfortunately, Mark posted on the mailing list 3 days ago that the Davao producers postponed it to much later date, Mark said, August 20. I think they scheduled it inline with the city's forthcoming Kadayawan Festival. Well then wait. :(

The Zapantas

2005-05-27T06:35:00.000+08:00

Francis, who is working in GSIS, called me to say that he had a client from Pantukan and named Zapanta. He called me to ask If I do know Zapantas from Pantukan, well I do! He just talked to Dingdong's mom and Deanna. It was Deanna who saw my pictures (Camiguin pictures) in Francis' computer and blurted "Si Ate Sarz yan oh!" (That's Ate Sarz!). Then Tita Diena seconod the motion! Francis was of course shocked. So they started talking about me, Deanna won't believe what she just saw. Tita mentioned that I've been in there place so many time. ;) What a small world! Good thing Tita mentioned Dingdong's real name, Wildean. hahaha Francis does not have any idea how close I am to them. ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS LEONELYN!!!! AND RICHARD!!!

2005-05-24T06:15:00.000+08:00

It's my younger sister's birthday today. Wonder what she will be preparing.ü I think she'll be coming home today after being away for a week to take care some of mom's business... What else would I want to say...hmmppp...Happy Birthday again sister! I may not often or never ever said this but I love you and will always will inspite of me being so brat. But whatever happens were family, so its always us who'll help each other. Be good and thanks for everything too.ü

Ooooopppppssssss...I almost forgot, Its Engr. Richard Tidoy's birthday too. Happy Birthday Richard! Sorry I wasn't able to be there in your pre-birthday celebration due to some reasons I cannot control. I am just so happy we are friends. Keeps on Keeping on!

LIFE ...

2005-05-23T10:40:00.000+08:00

Forgot to post yesterday, t'was Maycel's birthday. I did text her but got no reply from her though. I hope she did have a great birthday. I missed her so much and I long to see all of my college classmates soon. I wish the USEP-IC grand reunion will push through. I got an email from our egroups informing us that Laurie's two months preggy! Gee, first blue eyed baby will have. Congrats to Laurie and Jeb! Likewise, I lost counting when will be Joan's due date. Haven't heard of her too. This is just so so so amazing....

Noting this date: I saw Isaw Boy's interview. Actually I like him before and I don't call him as such, but after that interview I started disliking him. He hurt us, we loyal Hero friends! All I can say is that, no one can put a good HERO down!

Rushing to go HOME

2005-05-22T08:10:00.000+08:00

Let's just call it a day! I'm going later to CRV's house with my friends. I'll eat more now since I wasn't able to taste all of Ate Loren's during our fiesta... ;) pictures to follow promise!

How our life works

2005-05-21T02:40:00.000+08:00

Though my body wasn't back to its normal adrenalin, I have to be back to work. My intuition never failed me. The story of mine, though I thought just normal for me, KUMALAT! I cannot blame them since they were not accustomed of me in that condition. It was then their first time to saw me drunked. They thought all my stories to them, about my previous similar situations were all just heresay. Now, they've witnessed all! Well that's how our life, my life works, you cannot make your secrets secret. ;)

Hanging Over

2005-05-20T10:30:00.000+08:00

What a day! I did not go for work today. I was in bed all day and haven't took any food. I felt like my body won't allow any kind of food to penetrate me, not even water! This is the first time that I've been in this state after an alcoholic day yesterday. I had hang over many times before but I was then able to go for schol or work. I just thought me on that state only implies that my tolerance on alcoholic drinks dropped to 60%. Now I'm glad I can say no for further encounters.ü I just hope my peers would spare me this time, I'm still crossing my fingers. lol

Viva San Isidro Labrador of Madrid!

2005-05-20T09:30:00.000+08:00

I took my leave from work since its our town fiesta and today will be the day to take my vow as one of the Godmother of my friend Jacky's son's christening. Grabeh! Ang chapel umaapaw ng tao! My mom said around 32 little angels will be entering the christian world. Imagine that?! Anyway, I'm so excited to finally saw Jan Raven. Like what Melanie said, Jan Raven's got the looks of a future heartthrob!ü Unfortunately, I wasn't able to take a picture of him since I wasn't able to borrow the camera. I'll ask from Jacky anyway soon.

During the ceremony, I saw lot of old faces and friends. Eric, my old old old 5th grade crush (but no feelings been back like the old time) and Charlie, my college schoolmate.

Fast fast and so fastforward...The fiesta been served and thank you. I don't want to talk more on what happened to me because I'm trying not to think back on it. hehe

Samal Getaway

2005-05-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

Gosh ang tagal na nito at ang tagal na ng last akong nagpost..anyway, our summer getaway was in Samal. Alongside the Punta del Sol Resort, its a private place and we only got the chance to be there because Arlene's a neighbor of them here in Davao City. Anyways, we arrived so late so we eat our barbecues silently. hahaha afterwards, we went for a swim for around 1 hour i think.

Fastforward...

We wake up all early to get hold of the floating cottage first..after we ate our breakfast we swim back again to the beach...First time that I tried snorkling and the feeling? Amazing!

We all took pictures and here's some...

Harry Potter addict is me!

2005-05-13T09:40:00.000+08:00

Have you seen the released teaser already? The Harry Potter addiction in me, gosh, its simply amazing, can't wait for it till November 18...The book 6 Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince due on the 16 of July. I just wonder, like everybody else, who would that Half-blood Prince. According to the previous posts of mugglenet it won't be either Harry or He-who-must-not-be-named. Would that be Malfoy? Or Neville? Or Hadgrid? Your guesses are as good as mine..Let's all wait for the book!

Novena for San Isidro Labrador of Madrid and flores de Mayo

2005-05-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

I just attended the first night novena of our patron saint and hope to finish it till our town fiesta. It was never like before now in our chapel though I still see that old pole reading the "AVE MARIA" for the "flores de Mayo" (May Flower) for the kids. Sybil wasn't able to teach the kids since she already have a job not like last year and that leaves only Jaja and Chikay I heard to teach them. I remember (not vividly, yeah) my "flores de Mayo" days, I used to bring along picked flowers from our neighbors, listen to our cathechist teachers and after that play in the yard! Selfishly, I wish I'm still a kid, nothing to worry in my life and leave that issues to my parents. But life goes on and we'll have to grow older and older and older and .... older.

Mom's Day

2005-05-09T09:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day Mama! We always love you!

Got up early in bed to attend second mass in church. I tag along Sybil so that after the mass we can visit Papa since Sybil haven't visited for ages. When we went home, I decided to do household chores, since its unusual for me to work in the house on a Sunday my sister keeps teasing me. I think I made our kitchen turns upsidedown..big renovation!

I took my lunch late and thought that that made my stomach ache...afterwards i go watch tv. In AF they features F4 and Hero looks even more gwapo...I went back to work and finished my kitchen renovation and my bro was watching PBA when I overheard Olsen Racela mentioned her mother's name is same with my real name, its really amazing! I thought I'd only knew few who have that name..hahaha

Well, Happy Mother's Day again to all the caring mothers in the world! Godbless you all!

Lonely Saturday

2005-05-08T08:30:00.000+08:00

Well, its almost time to go home and end this very long week... Mykis didn't show up to work I don't what happen, Allan took half day since he had attended the last wake of Zaldy's sister's husband's mother... did you get that... well never mind.... Around 4:05pm everyone gone home already and left me emailing something...

Mom came home after a week absence in the house doing some errands away. Sybil didn't domy request for our gift tom for Mother's day and that leaves me again nothing to give. Well akiss will do. :)

Got to go now...

MαY Flower @--}----

2005-05-05T08:30:00.000+08:00

It's the flower month already, i hope everything's full of blossoming flowers..

what's coming up with this month..well

1st - our labor day get away last april 30-may 1 at samal island, i'll post the pics when its all ready and also the story comes with it..

2nd - mother's day will be on the 8th and haven't done with our gift, hope it all goes right..

3rd - our town/barrio fiesta. though we don't usually put big parties during this day but im so excited because..

4th - i'll be one of the godmother (also my bestfriend lanie) of my friend jacky's son's christening..i'll be thinking again for a gift by now...

so far so good...posting so soon..

Same Ground

2005-04-26T02:58:00.000+08:00

i wud like to share to u kitchie nadal's new single...i saw the MV already and it rocks! ang ganda tlga nya..she's like avril! love the tattoo on her middle finger! congrats to her and RM for that successful concert at ARANETA last week..congrats to my co-grounders who went there! enjoy the lyrics..and also hear my new background music..i'll look for more songs to attached here!

KITCHIE NADAL - Same Ground

My love,
Its been a long time since i cried
and left you out of the blue.
Its hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.

Self-denial is a game
Its strange i never would've
wanted if until there was you.

Because i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.

[Chorus:]
But now i don't understand why im feeling
so bad now when i know it was my idea.
i could've just denied the truth and
lied. but why am i the only one standing stranded
on the same ground?

My love because i have learned that love is a
word gets thrown a little bit too much.
the best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
i never have to if all else fail

would you be there to love me?
when all else fail, would you be brave to see right
through me?

CIAO! HABEMUS PAPAM

2005-04-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

Benedict XVI: German cardinal elected pope
'I entrust myself to your prayers,’ he tells wildly cheering crowd'

Pope Benedict XVI greets the crowd in St. Peter's Square after being elected by the conclave of cardinals Tuesday.
MSNBC News Services
Updated: 4:05 p.m. ET April 19, 2005VATICAN CITY - Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger of Germany, a hard-line guardian of conservative doctrine, was elected the new pope Tuesday evening in the first conclave of the new millennium. He chose the name Pope Benedict XVI and called himself “a simple, humble worker.”

All the people in the globe are now welcoming Pope Benedict XVI! I pray that he will do all his works if not greater than Pope John Paul II.

almost done!

2005-04-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

thanks that i was able to came across the blogs of audiogarr and ausie-gurl and now trying to finish downloading mymp's second album...almost done with beyond acoustic cd and hopefully next week the versions.

actually, i have asked my friend already a copy of this album but since we haven't seen each other for ages now that's why i'm looking for the mp3s...

what else hmmm today is saturday and for 1 month now i haven't yet receive my salary. they said it will due till monday next week and that will leave me moneyless for the weekend. shame...they said that there's a good news that they will apply the wage board order effective april 1 and the one with minimum salary will have a retro since the increase started february 5, 2005...can you imagine that?grrrr what do we expect? i hope i'll have good news from my aunt...just praying....

still im happy now!

painful day of the month

2005-04-16T09:30:00.000+08:00

I have to go home early this morning because i can't take again the pain...it hurts a lot! ooopppssss its not what you're thinking...i'm just feeling dysme...lol

well, what else i want to say? hmmm okay, my cellphone's batt is dead already and have to buy a new one and no budget yet..grrr

i asked my bro again today if he got lower than 80 in his final grades and he said he doesn't so i'm confident to enroll him at USEP-Engineering. I hope he'll make it at the interview. I know its tough.

friends? hmmm i miss talking to my bespren hermie. since my cellphone's dead, i can't call her at night. i can't call her too during work because she's busy with work and she's at some project conducted by their institution. and since her employer just gave birth, she was tasked to do everything. when she heard it first i think last sunday she broke down...she missed the remaining last week of 'K' and hopefully this evening there will be more Loverboy/Mysterio scenes in 'K' since tonight will be the last night of him being Loverboy/Mysterio. We will surely miss seeing Loverboy.

more about friends: i miss my KOKO gang. just miss hanging out with them. i have moved on, i don't want to feel that sudden struck of pain everytime i see 'him' introducing me to 'his' new friend. i know i made you confused what i'm talking about. just being careful he might know by now how to use internet and suddenly blog hop here..lol

work: i just heard from ate loren that the laboratory ppl here are making plans of going out-of-town without us(admin) inviting. i just remembered the past, when it was still arlene and marian and ate leah, they always asked first what i think about the plan. but now? hmmp no comment. even if they will invite, i will not go anyway, i will surely not enjoy their company..lol

lovelife: i have said it...i'm happy with my single life.

Happy Graduation to my brother Francis!

2005-04-14T09:30:00.000+08:00

Ow! what a tiring day! It's my bro's grad day (hs). I skipped work just to attend his grad day but I wasn't allowed inside not until its valedictory speech. grrr... anyway, i took pictures with my bro's classmates.

Its just so bad Papa wasn't there to witness the event, but im so sure that he's watching above. Miss him a lot. I don't know what Mama's cooking..hahahaha

Actually, today is also my bro's college course orientation but nobody attended because we are all preoccupied with works.

here are the pics..

Frances John

with mom

with me!

Pope John Paul II (1920-2005)

2005-04-05T01:30:00.000+08:00

credit to MSN

John Paul II was the first non-Italian pope in four-and-a-half centuries, and the first from eastern Europe.

Born Karol Wojtyla in humble conditions in Poland, he became head of the church in October 1978 at age 58 and set about imprinting his agenda and warm, communicative style on it.

The first Pope in my generation I was able to know died at 84, April 2, 2005, 9:37 PM Rome Time (3:37 AM Philippine Time).

All the world are mourning when the Lord God open the door for Pope John Paul II.

I received a text message around 5am but read it almost 7am from my friend that the Pope died already. I wasn't able to confirm it yet that's why I texted my boss because she was tuned in to CNN i think the whole time. I even texted back my friend who texted me the news and it was indeed true. My family was a deveoted christian and we feel bad about what happen. I came home late around 11Pm April 2 Philippine time that if ever God will have our Pope, have him peacefully. No pains and everything. I also prayed that night that if the Pope will be in heaven, my papa would be so lucky to be with him too. He may never had the chance to meet the Pope when he was still with us but I believe my papa will, in heaven.

All the local news are talking about this sad event. Reminiscing all of the things Pope had done to the world. He was indeed called Pope John Paul The Great! I also heard that this event will change al of the history books ever printed.

Our country was very fortunate that the Pope was able to visit us twice, 1981 (my year of birth) and 1995 (my HS days) for the World Youth Day. I may be not able to participate in this event since my secondary school is a protestant. But everytime the 1995 World Youth Day theme song keep on playing, all of my hair stands. It brought me tears to my eyes. I don't know the feeling but my tears keep on falling.

Even if Pope John Paul II is in heaven now I know he will keep on praying for us like what Jesus had done to us thousand of years ago. I hope all the people in world will unite and have a harmonious living, no more fights, wars and bad things that will happen.

Pope John Paul II may you rest in peace!

Homerun by Jack Neo - the best!

2005-03-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

DIRECTOR: Jack NeoWRITER: Jack Neo PRODUCER: Daniel Yun CINEMATOGRAPHER: Kane Chen Kan Meng EDITING: Laurence Ang SOUND: Ma Ju Li, Les McKenzie SCORE: Li Yi, Redman Ali CAST: Shawn Lee, Megan Zheng, Yun Xiang, Wenyong Huang, Joshua Ang, Sharon Au, Marcus Chin, Po Ju, Huang Ho, Wen Long, Richard Low, Jack Neo, Sivaji Raja

“Home Run” is an adaptation of the Iranian film ‘Children of Heaven’. It features an impoverished pair of siblings who have to share a pair of shoes when the brother, Ah Kun, loses his sister’s, Seow Fang’s, shoes. ‘Home Run’ provides a vivid picture of Singapore before her independence in 1965, where people were worse off economically and people lived in kampungs, which means village in Malay.

Plot: After a 10-year old Ah Kun loses his sister's shoes, he asks her not to tell their poverty-stricken and frustrated parents. For a time, the two share a pair of shoes, until Ah Kun comes across a race where third prize is a new pair of shoes.

Overview: Ah Kun, a 10-year old school boy in an old village, and his young sister, Seow Fang. Their mother is pregnant and is too weak to work; their father earns a meagre salary doing odd jobs and is behind on the rent.
Ah Kun loses his sister's shoes while running an errand. Devastated, he asks her not to tell their poverty-stricken and frustrated parents. Seow Fang will wear Ah Kun's shoes to school in the morning, then run home so that Ah Kun can go to school in the afternoon. But Seow Fang finds getting back on time rather difficult.

Complications ensue until Ah Kun comes across a cross-country race for schoolboys where the third prize is a pair of new shoes.

Running Time: 108 mins. (approx.)

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Ang ganda ng movie..I saw the thriller kc sa ABC 5 tpos sabi nung mga homegrown talents ng Pinas na ang ganda daw ng movie kaya ayun alarm kung yung phone ko ng 10:30PM saturday, March 5, 2005. bago pa mag 10:30 grabeh yung mata ko gusto na tlgang pumikit..but when the clock ticks 10:30 I dont know what happen at naging alive ako...take note i have to read the subtitle and its so small but I did read it and feel the scenes...

The cast did a very wonderful job portraying their characters, of course the lead stars! I am so touched with it...The film has different kinds of linkage...when you want to laugh, there's that part when Ah Kun and Seow Fang was talking about how to deal with the fact that she doesn't have a shoe to use the next day while their dad was reffering to the glue Ah Kun was using while they are making an errand for their customer. Also there's that part that small boy who talks very fast..

The film is so beautiful that it have me cry when it finished. The cast said it right, to him (son of the town's shoe owner) a shoe doesn't matter, but to Ah Kun it means a lot, it means a big deal.

Simple but strucks you hard on your heart. I planned to have a copy of this.

apple of my eyes

2005-03-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

woohhh.. it takes time before ako magpost pero nde pa rin mawala sa akin ang images ng mga events...

we are so thankful kay Lord for all the blessings na binigay nya sa amin when hero agen visited us...nasabi na ni dimple ang mga special people na blessing in disguise tlga, pero agen allow me personally thanks my dearest classmates sa ATO, mga SM (simpleng maniac) prens ko, thats wat we used to call them eh, kc the are so cute ang height. Annalou, Ressie and Jusmin for approving our request ng OB pass! sa uulitin. kc ng ask ako ni dimple ako makipag-usap sa mga ATO girls ng favor, no questions asked, dial ko agad # nla!. mwaaah

while sumasalubong kmi kina hero at henry, nde na ako maxado nakipagsiksikan kay hero alam ko kc satisfied na ako na mkta sya ng harap-harapan at makausap ng saglit. feeling ko kc one step higher na kmi sa ibang fans ni hero here sa davao..hahaha kapal noh..hehehe anyway, while everybody is so bz wid hero, im so bz wid henry..hahahha feeling close ako kay henry. tinanong-tanong ko pa sya kung 'how was the flight, ok lng bah', sagot naman sya ng ok lng. before i forgot pala nakatoka pala sa akin ang native lei para kay henry, nde pa man nmin cla nakikita pababa, grabeh na ang palpatation ko...im so takot, nde kc ako sanay..buti nlng ang bait tlaga nila, nawala lhat! henry is so bz taking some videos sa mga taong gustong makta at magpapic kay hero! hanggang sa labas! while agen everybody go wild wid hero, biglang may tumapik sa akin, paglingon ko c clasmate Omar (wid Unilever) nashock ako kc akala ko he's also a fan, kaya nung cnabi nya na 'i'm wid them' nde ako makapaniwala! waaahh second blessing in disguise!

on the way to the venue, we are so atat na mlaman na kung san na cla..kinulit-kulit ulit nmin c ate ems, kung may backstage passes kmi..hahaha we were planning to wait dun sa malapit sa elevator baka sakali na doon dadaan cla hero at henry, pero sa kakulitan nmin, pumunta kmi sa other side to ask the security guard kung may ibang daanan pa papunta sa backstage, ewan nde ko tlga maintindihan yung guard! may napansin akong bata na may suot na 'access card'. nashock nlng kmi ng may lumapit na promo girl sa amin at tinanong nya kung meron kami access card, binigyan nya ako ng 2 (mine at kay dimple), nabigyan din c handz, kulang pa ng dalawa, hinabol ni hiker (mountainer) at nabigyan sya ng isa ang kulang nlng is si ate jane. kaya nung bumalik yung girl at may bitbit pang isa, hiningi ko! buti nlng at binigay at pinupush na kmi na umupo sa VIP seats...hahaha grabeh blessing number 3!

while waiting, meron akong dalang isang bond paper, pinlagyan ko kina hiker ng HE-davao at lhat ng banner ay nilapag nmin! nagstart na ang show at grabeh ulit mga tao sa VIP seats kulang nalng umakyat sa stage ng lumabas na c hero! waaahh kming lima simple lng...hahaha pademure effect pa sabi ni ate jane...hahaha

nagkaroon din kmi ng tym na makapasok sa backstage..doon nhya na naman me magpapic kay henry, thanks tlga kay dimple at binigyan nya ako chance ulit! windang tlga me kay henry..oooppsss pasaway na naman kmi na gagawan nmin sya fanclub!

after the show balik ulit kami sa airport, sobrang nahihiya na tlga ako kc kmi ang nauna sa kanla sa airport..kaya ng dumugin ulit c hero..nsa umupo nlng ako..pero nung makapa ko yung HE-davao na bond paper ko eh naremember ko na kailangan ko pla magpa-autograph kay henry..waaaahh kay henry tlga noh..sori guys! ako pinakauna nagpa-autograph kay henry, ayaw pa nya nung una..palingon-lingo pa sya pero pasaway me, kaya yun sinabi ko name ko sabi ko sarz, s-a-r-z, nde narinig sabi nya 'az in yung sakit?' hahaha magkapatid tlga! yun dun sabi ni hero last tym eh..hahaha sabi ko nde sarz, s-a-r-z...yung write nya ng "sarz, hello & salamat! henry" waaahhhh grabeh na ito inulit ko na gagawan tlga nmin sya ng fanclub, sabi ko sabihin mo lng kay ate ems lhat ng activities mo! hahhaha grabeh...tinanong pla nya ano daw ibig sabihin ng HE, sabi ko 'Hero's Everbody' sabi nya ah nde pala 'hero's angel?' hahaha psaway din, sabi ko iba na yun, HA na yun..sabi ko gawin na namin yang 'Henry's Angel!' hehehhe

grabeh ang taas na nito! pero allow me to continue..thx

invyt pa sana ako ni dimple na doon na kmi kumain sa bahay nila, sabi ko pass na muna at nadrain na ako..uwi na ako..kaya nung nasa bahay na ako, antok na tlga me ng may narecib akong txt kay ate ems..yun nga yung mga 4wrded msg ni hero at henry....waaahhh sobra-sobrang blessings ulit! i still cant beliv it! d best tlga! luv ka din namin! sa uulitin!

umabsent ako for our hero and my henry....waaahhh!) thx to all the people mentioned above at especially kay HERO, HENRY at ATE EMS! God Bless us all! mwaaah

Nothing amusing

2005-02-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

Not so bad a day can offer me...it was nice actually. Early morning I received a call from Ate Leah, she said she have something for me, I thought at first it was something about someone we dont like but it turned out to be "future" for me. Since, Allan and I were the first people in the office at the moment, I was able to print and prepare my applications. I wish this time it will be greener than the last.

Something happened! OMG! oooppss, nothing much hahaha I just dont know how to say it.ü Someone swindled us for a piece of "metal thing". Nothing serious!

Im so happy! No work tomorrow! I am wishing for this everyday in my life. Im so sick and tired of coming back here with nothing so interesting to look forward to...I mean no challenge! I want action! hahaha

Go to go home! Early mass to tomorrow!

My Sacrifice

2005-02-12T10:59:00.000+08:00

I wake up and just burst out accidentally something to my sis Syb and everything went into chaos..sori sis.

Work and work and work and work (as if doing something i mean...) since Im so preoccupied with work, I was able to create an MV of all our pics in Camiguin last year with Power of Two by Indigo Girls as background song. Can't wait to share this to my prens Arlene and Marian and Maam Carol and everybody.

I didn't eat my lunch, I plan of having my fasting now...

All day I was working anything I find worth working on and waiting for 4:30 to go home and go to church.

First via crusis I was able to attend. My mom doesn't know that I attended the Ash day. The via crusis ended around 6PM and the mass ended almost 7, I think. I sleep early.